Spinning unitl i fall (ON HOLD)

Chapter 4: Blurred Lines

Listen to fix you by coldplay

I was left a little bit starstruck by Christopher, I guess Ashely wasn't wrong saying he was cute

Although  based on my first impression he seemed like the opposite version of Philip.

I got lost in my thoughts for a moment, when I heard a distant voice so I snapped back to reality.

So you've met my awesome cousin - said Philip with a sarcastic tone-

do you guys don't get along or something?

Noo, i love Chris and all but we're very different he's the athlete of the family and I don't know, I'll never understood why do people devote themselves so much into something that can end with an injury; you know?

For a moment there was an awkward silence in the room, to be honest I didn't knew what to say,

EMILYYYYYY you cameeeeee ( hiccup, hiccup) - said Charlotte with two drinks in her hand-

Hi, off course, I'll go anywhere at long as there's good food.

Oh, hi Philip, nice of you're cousin to throw a party, well if you excuse us I'm taking Emmy here.

As Charlotte pulled me away I saw as a blond girl approached Philip and whispered something in his ear and then walked away

I don't think I've ever seen the girl before but still it was only my first week.

After a few minutes of introducing myself to others in my class I saw the blond girl again but this time with Christopher but didn't think to much of it, from what I've heard he had somewhat of a reputation for being a "fU*@ boy" 

I was dancing with the girls until I got of from the dance flor for a little, I tried to go through to the kitchen but there where many people so I kept bumping into everyone.

Finally I reached the kitchen and as I scanned for a fridge I couldn't find it, I was about to go back and try to look for my friends when I felt a pair of hand pull me closer; in that moment my mind knew exactly who it was but I didn't want to admit it,

I started hyperventilating and felt as my face when pale when he pulled me closer

- Why so scared Davis, don't you remember me I'm sure you do babe, we've gone through so much together

He said as he pinned me down the wall and starting playing with my hair

I tried to get his arms off me but he was way stronger than me

Let go of me Logan please

Shush baby girl you'll do as I say

He said grabbing my chin

I didn't think anyone would hear me the music was way to loud

I tried tackling him but that only made him pull closer

The fear started rushing through my veins and I fell how my eyes where staring to water

Logan I beg you let me go please I just did it it trying to help you - I said crying-

Dude, she say let go
Said Christopher with anger in his voice.

Oh and who are you to tell me anything
Said Logan defying him

But he only pulled me closer

Okay I told you to stay away from her the nice way, sorry - said Christopher as he threw a punch at him

Suddenly it all broke up into a fight and I was pulled away and  stayed begin Christopher

Logan fell on the floor and I saw how his nose started to bleed

I don't know why but I grabbed Christopher closer but then I saw Philip and our eyes conected

It's okay Emmy for now you win just make sure you take care of that scar he said and spited into Christopher's face

A couple of football players scorted him out of the house and he screamed "
YOU RUINED EVERYTHING FOR ME YOU BITCH THIS ISNT THE LAST TIME, I'M COMING FOR YOU"

Are you okay, I don't know why but I just started to cry Then I saw Philip and saw how his hace looked like a tomato and looked overall confused.

I let go of  Christopher's chest and felt this huge knot in my throat.

I went up to Philip but somehow my mind couldn't process anything he said
So I just told him

I wanna go now, please Philip

He nodded and so we started waking back to his car

For a moment a turned back to Christopher and mouthed to him

" thank you "

And continued to walk away, the hole ride back home was uncomfortable I felt like I couldn't talk and tried my hardest not to cry
I think Philip could tell something was wrong.

Finally we arrived back at my house, Philip waited a minute and took his seatbelt of and pulled closer to me and just looked at me with his eyes and Told me

I'm here for you, if you ever want to open up

Thank you for the ride Philip see you at school , goodbye

I said as I open the door of his car

I could fell he was still there but when I opened the door and looked back I saw as his car drives away in the cold nights of  the September sky's