"Haechan said that i'm his favorite cousin so he's on my side," said Jordan.
"So, what did Haechan told you?" asked Jaemin.
Jordan explained everything. She also tell them about the break up that happened at lunch. After That the food arrived.
"Alright, let's eat!" Jaemin said in a cute way and made Jordan giggle. He's trying to make Jordan not sad anymore.
"Jal meokkesseumnida!" said Renjun. And then they start eating.
"Masisseo!" said Jeno after trying the cheese ball.
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Jordan is really happy seeing them today. They all a mood booster to Jordan. Jordan still kinda sad but also thinks that she'll be okay because she have Jaemin, Renjun, Jeno, Chenle and Jisung as a really amazing friends. She also have Johnny who's always be on her side, so do Haechan. She believed that she can get over Lucas easier.
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°Jordan's point of view°
"Why didn't you tell us?" Chenle poutted. He's so cute. We're at brunch time and i told Renjun and Jaemin if i need to talk to Chenle and Jisung alone.
"I'm sorry. I don't want you guys to worried about me," i replied.
"So what something that makes you feel better?" asked Jisung.
"I'm feeling so much better now," i answered. I'm sorry i lied. I'm still sad.
"Let's eat gelato after school!" a big smile showed on Chenle's face.
"Nah. I'm good," i replied trying to hide the pain.
"Jordan-ya! Jaemin and Renjun spent their time with you already. Even Jeno too. How about us?" asked Jisung.
"Jisungie, are you jealous?" i giggled.
"Aniyo," Jisung shake his head. I laughed at him.
"Can we go to your house?" asked Chenle.
"Hum... How about tomorrow? I have a dance class today," i asked them.
"Aight," replied Jisung.
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My mind is still full of Lucas. I didn't see him at school today. Where'd he go?
All i want to do now is cry. There's no other option. I'm tired becuase of school today, when i'm tired i feel more emotional that i don't know why. Sometimes cry makes you feel better tho.
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°author's point of view°
Jordan just arrived at the dance school. It's still too early for her class that none of her friends there yet. She went upstairs straight to the 2nd studio that is on the 2nd floor.
There is no classes on that studio at that time so Jordan went in. She put her bag on the floor and she connected her phone to the speakers. She played Lovely by Billie Eilish & Khalid. She starts dancing. Dancing is one of her passion and she loves it. When she had some problem she likes to escape it by dancing. It express her feelings.
She's dancing to the choreography that she made on that spot in contemporary style—that she's really good at it cause he has a good flexibility. She really feels the music even tho the song is about depression and anxiety. Dancing makes her feel so much better. Dancing makes her happier.
Ten just about to go in the studio shocked seeing Jordan. So he just watching her by the door. As the music stop, Jordan just laying on the floor. "Wow Jordan, that's so good," said Ten walking in to the studio.
"Nah," replied Jordan.
"Are you okay?" asked Ten.
"I'm just tired," answered Jordan who still laying on the floor.
"No, i mean– you got problems? Seems like it if you dance like that, i knew you," said Ten sat on the floor next to Jordan.
"I broke up with my boyfriend. He cheated on me. I'm still sad about it," answered Jordan.
"I'm sorry about it. How tho?" asked Ten.
"I'll tell you later. I just don't want to talk about it right now, sorry," Jordan sighed.
"Gwenchana," replied Ten.
"Hi!" said someone walking in to the studio.
"Hi Hendery!"
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Jordan arrived at home by taxi. There's no Johnny's car means Johnny is not home. Both her mom and dad were out of town because there is a business thing. She's so tired after today's dance class. She's also still stressing about her break up that she can't get over it.
So Jordan went upstairs to take a bath after that she go downstairs again to cook some food. Guess there is no other food than instant noodles. So she just cook those Shin Ramyun.
While eating she text Johnny asked him where he is but he did not immediately reply. She really need someone to be with her. She don't feel so good right now. So much going through her head. She call Renjun but got no answer. Then she call Jaemin but same as Renjun, he didn't answer. Jordan didn't feel like calling Chenle nor Jisung cause she don't wanna make them worried.
After eating she went to the living room to watch some tv shows to entertain herself cause her mind is really fucked up right now. Suddenly she cry again. For the second time today. She do really need someone to be with her right now.
"Fuck, where is Johnny?" cursed Jordan while crying. She hated herself for being this weak.
She can't handle the pain so she just walk to the kitchen and take a bottle of Soju that her parents have from the fridge. She know that she's not old enough to drink alcohol but her mind say 'fuck it'.
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Turn Back Time MV finally released 1 hour ago. it's delayed but it's ok, i understand the problem. YO THE MV IS SO COOL LIKE !!!!!!????????? IM SO OBSESSED! compare to Kick It, Ridin' and Punch, TURN BACK TIME IS THE COOLEST LIKE SERIOUSLY! i also can't wait to see them in a music show. STREAM TURN BACK TIME FOR CLEAR SKIN! STREAM PUNCH TOO AND LET'S HIT 20M SO WE GET THOSE FOOTBALL OUTFIT DANCE PRACTICE!
