Beautiful Time • NCT OT21

°chapter 13°

°Johnny's point of view°

I just hang out at Taeyong's with my friends and i got at home pretty late. I totally forgot that Jordan going to be home alone and my phone died.

I parked my car and went in to my house. I saw the tv is on. Is Jordan there? She haven't sleep? So i walk to the living room to check on her.

She's sleeping on the couch and what the fuck? Did i just saw an empty bottle of Soju in the table? There's no way she drank it.

"Jordy," i called her shaking her body to wake her up. She wakes up and looking straight to me. I looked at her confuse.

"I fucking hate you," she said pushing me away from her.

"Hey, don't curse to your big bro, it is not polite," i said and suddenly she starts crying. "Did you drink this?" i asked taking the Soju bottle. She didn't answer, she just cry. "Oh my god, are you drunk? Oh yes, Johnny you're stupid, of course she's drunk after drank this whole one bottle," i said to myself. She literally drank the whole bottle oh my god what is she thinking?

"John–Johnny... My heart is really hurts," Jordan said sobbing. She hugs me tight like she don't wanna let go. I can do nothing but hug her back. I ruffled her hair and let her cry in my shoulder. I understand her situation right now. I mean like, i'm kinda mad cause she drink but i couldn't scold her right now.

"What took you so long to get home? I need you to be here with me," she said.

"I'm so sorry," i replied. I do really feel guilty. If i'm home, this not gonna happen.

"I– i can't get him off my mind," her voice cracked cause of crying.

"Just forget about him. It's not worth it," said.

"I can't. It hurts so much,"

"You'll keep hurting yourself if you're like this. There is someone— i mean, you'll find someone better," i almost slipped my mouth.

"I can't get off him from my head. I– i love him so much," she cry even more.

"I know you can. You're a strong girl," i said. She hugs me tighter.

Not too long, she suddenly sleeps. So i carried her to her room.

I literally feel so bad. I shouldn't left her home alone. I'm gonna let her have a day off tomorrow. I don't go to school either cause i can't leave her alone.

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°Jordan's point of view°

The sun light through the window woke me up. I look at the wall clock and it was 10 AM. I didn't go to school? My Phone alarm didn't woke me up? I grabbed my phone and my phone has no battery, so that's why the alarm didn't went off. Wait, how am i in my room? All i remember that i feel so stressed so i drink—a lot, then i don't remember anything.

I tried to wake up from my sleeping position but my head was very dizzy so i just throw myself to lie down again. Suddenly, Johnny went in to my room bring a tray of food and a glass of water. "Oh, you woke up already? Here, i cooked you a kimchi jjigae," said him gave me food while i changing my position to sit.