Short Talk. (A/N)

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( Warning, I talk about depression and anxiety, please be careful. )


Hey everyone! Or those that are still hanging around.

I want to apologize for my absence this past year. I know in my “latest” chapters I've written, I've said something along the lines of: “I have no excuse for how late this is.” And I want to talk about that and something else.

I've been having a rough time with depression and anxiety– mostly depression. It's been kicking my ass really hard and has made it difficult to continue the things I love doing.
I said these things to mask how I really was. I punished myself for not regularly updating when I started this book three years ago as a means of having fun and furthering my writing skills. (And because I couldn't find a fanfic I liked– no offense to other writers!! I'm extremely picky.)

I really do want to update frequently, because I love writing. I haven't been honest with you guys, and for a long time I thought I'd recover quickly and it'd be a quiet problem of mine? But it just continued and I felt awful for not keeping my promises.

I'll be writing after I publish this and will update regularly.

Another thing I want to address: when originally writing, this was going to be a short story with a few NSFW chapters. But as time went on and I kept writing to stall the NSFW chapters, I realized I really liked how things were going and I didn't want to rush into those scenes.

With that being said, I'll be improving newer chapters and stating when it's for ages 17+. I'm also thinking about having two different versions of certain chapters so there's a SFW and NSFW- just so people don't feel left out? I don't know, I'm just trying to i m p r o v e.  Let me know what you guys think on the comments, I'll be reading through them as best I can.

I'll see you dudes tomorrow or the day after. Thank you for sticking around. 
  - Mari/Geeky ❤️

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