Without You (Riker Lynch)

Maybe this time i wont get interrupted ✖6✖

*casually puts in a shirtless pic* hehe xD

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Riker's p.o.v-

We finished watching the movie and I tried to see if Char was still awake so I squeezed her arm a little since she was hugging me with her head on my chest.

She looked up at me and I gave her a smile.

Two times. I've tried to kiss her two times and I always get interrupted. I've wanted to kiss her for a long time and I finally got some guts and tried but NOO, I had to get interrupted. I thought to myself quietly sighing.

Maybe this time I won't get interrupted..? Just maybe.

I had to try right?

1, 2, 3.. I can do this.

I leaned down to eye level with her and started leaning in.

She started leaning in to. Okay, that's a good sign.

*TV remote drops on the floor accidentally and makes a loud noise*

Char jumped back.

Not again. Why?? Why does there always have to be an interruption.

"What was that?" Rydel said coming in to the living room.

Soon followed by Rocky, Ross, and Ryland.

"The TV remote dropped on the floor and broke" Char said sitting up on the couch.

I'm done with this. This time its gonna happen.

"Stop! Stop! Stop!" I yelled getting up. I got some weird looks from everyone.

"I've been trying to do this for so long and I've been interupeted so many fucking times!"

"Do what?" Rydel asked with a confused look.

I held my hand out to Char bringing her to her feet.

I was gonna do it.

I grabbed her waist with my left hand and her face with my right hand bringing her closer to me.

And I did it. I finally did it. I kissed her.

It was more than anything I expected if I'm going to be honest.

When I kissed her, I just got this amazing feeling.

Like the feeling you got when you were little and it was Christmas time, and it snows for the first time. Making it feel like Christmas even more. That happiness in the air during that time.

It felt like that but even better.

And the best part was, she kissed back! She actually kissed me back and wrapped her arms around my neck.

Maybe she feels the same way about me as I feel about her.

She pulled back hesitantly after a while. I didn't want her to.

She had a shy smile on her face and I heard a whole bunch of "awe"s coming from behind me.

My forehead was on hers and she was looking at me.

Let's just say I couldn't stop smiling.

"That's what I wanted to do" I said.

"Aweeee. You guys are so cute!!" I heard Rydel say jumping up and down.

Char still hasn't said anything tho.

"C-char?"

"Charlie, you're honestly so amazing. You're so so so beautiful, smart, you have a great sense of humor, you're so much fun to be around, I love spending time with you.

You're spontaneous and crazy in a good way and I love that about you. You are my definition of perfect. You make me smile whenever I see you and this probably sounds so fucking cheezy and I'm sorry but I-i think im falling in love with you." I said.

She didn't say anything.

"Charlie p-please say something"

Dammit, why do I keep stuttering?

"I-im sorry" she said.

Her eyes were watering, I could tell.

She got out of my grasp and ran out the front door. That's all she said. 'I'm sorry'?

What just happened.

From the corner of my eye, I could see the shock on everyone else's faces. I almost forgot they were there.

Thats the thing with Char, whenever I'm around her, I feel like we're the only two.

"Riker?"

"Riker?"

I didn't move. I couldn't move. What was I supposed to do. I didn't know what to do.

"Riker?" Rydel tried again shaking my shoulders.

"She'll come back, I know it. Give her some time maybe?" Rydel said sympathetically.

"W-what if she doesn't?" I said in almost a whisper.

I couldn't even speak and I felt like crying.

Rocky came over to me and looked at me. I still hasn't moved from where I was. He walked closer to me and hugged me.

"Its gonna be okay" he said patting my back.

I still didn't move.

I felt Ross, Ryland and Rydel join the hug.

I slowly nodded, but I don't know if it'll be okay. The girl that I think... No..the girl that I know I love basically just walked out when I told her how I felt.

And to make things worse, she's my best friend. What if this ruins our friendship?

I'm heartbroken as it is that she doesn't feel the same way about me. But I don't think I can handle her not being in my life at all.

She's the one who's always there for me. I mean I have my siblings and Ratliff of course but Char..

She always had that special touch of 'magic' that always put a smile on anyone's face.

And now she's gone..

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Ouu the drama!

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CHARLIE COME BACKKKKK.

cliffhanger kind of. Sowwwyy. Lol

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