That sad sudden thought,
so simple it it shatters your mood into a sad sunken mushroom all alone in the forest,
as your world appears to be falling from out of the heavens into the abyss.
The slow sudden jerk to jerk on the road,
as the driver steps on the gas jerking your body to sudden annoyment.
Yet those twinkling lights of Christmas time smooths your soul mixed with a sudden fog making you think the worse thoughts that you know will crash your mood,
as my trembling fingers have yet ceased to stop.
From past feelings of things or someone who matters most..
eventho theres always the one bug that runs away from being frightened..
Or that warming heart touch from your dear loved one Even the the highest hills shadowing the city lights,
the shimmering stars becomes just a simple injection like te flu.
the speeding cars are all just a mere picture.
Sitting..
and dwelling on this thought will always appear..
everyday lingering And this thought, this sickening thought beckons with me to the fullest of unexpected despair. eradicating my mind everyday,
that one thought..
leading to greater things only a fool could imagine..
Am I the fool?
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Silent thoughts
PoetryThis Life Poem collection is biased off TRUE events from Author. dealing with mental illnesses like Depression, anxiety, panic disorder, dissociative Identity disorder, agoraphobia, SH and dealing with grief and trauma. This is based on true events...
