Butterfly Kisses

07.

Blog Day:

Today, I'm not doing anything but celebrating my niece's 17th birthday. She deserves some happiness after everything she's been through. I reached over and  grabbed my glasses and phone  from my nightstand and headed to to the bathroom to get ready for today. While I sat on the toilet doing my morning scrolling my daughter came in the bathroom. I couldn't even be mad because I did the exact same thing to my mom when I was a kid. "Mama I need toothpaste in my bathroom and fresh towels. I went to write  it on my board but it was gone."  "Okay honey go ahead and take your shower and while you're in, I'll bring them to you. 

I had forgot I took down all the boards because I had given our maids 2 weeks off. Why do we need full times maids when we're already clean people? I don't understand Daniel. It's not like he's ever home to make a mess. Then my grandma taught me to clean like her y'all. Don't get me wrong, I love all of our maids. That's why I always give them random times off and bonuses because they have a family just like we do here. Y'all didn't come to read this blog all about cleaning and maids. I'm sure y'all want to know about how things are with Daniel. 

He did tell me that I wasn't allowed to discuss him any further. He feels as though what he does has nothing to do with my blog and honestly, If he wasn't threatening to take my kids and leave, I'd keep going but my kids come first, my apologies you guys. To let you guys know, I do check my messages and a lot of you guys are taking his side, saying that it's okay that I discuss my life, but anonymously. I agree and that's how it was starting off because I never expected to get so much love from my life. You guys are like my family away from home and I felt comfortable enough to express myself to you guys. All of your feedback and support really means more to me than you'd ever imagine. 

I finally got off the toilet after 10 minutes of just sitting and scrolling. I got up washed my hands, and brushed my teeth. I walked downstairs the laundry room and grabbed some fresh towels for Kay and headed back to shower myself. Today is going to be amazing and I'm so excited that I may be more excited than Kathryn. I went downstairs and found my grandma in the kitchen making breakfast. I walked over to the stove and hugged her good morning. Hugs from grandma always make me happy. Today is going to be a good day, I can feel it. 

Talk to you guys when I can. -Aya