(Y/n) p.o.v
It was Ben. Major Tallmadge, my first friend and last one to see. I didn't expect it was him. We talked for a few hours and we started to get really close. Right now, I'm at my room looking at the letter he sent me. We agree to write to each other but, I don't think he knows that I'm a spy. But, I can't disagree but, am I having feelings for Ben? "Sweetie, it's your mother, can we talk?" My mother said. "Yes mother, come in," I putted my letter away and came in and close the door behind her. "(Y/n), your going to have to explain why you weren't here for the past 2 years?" I knew she's going to ask me the question. I hope she doesn't get angry. "I was in the front lines mother, I was a soldier during the past 2 years." I though she was going to be mad but, she was happy. "Sweetie, you know I won't get mad, your just like your father, I told not to go he still goes. Even you. Even if I stop you, you'll still go." My mother said laughing and knowing told me she always wanted to join but can't since father won't allow her and also because "she's a women". "Mother, please don't tell father, I beg of you," I begged her and nodded. "I won't, but please, stay alive that would be enough," she said calmly and started to leave. "Oh yeah, I accept your relationship of you and Major Tallmadge," she said smiling. Before I could tell something to her, she closed the door. I knew I will leave in three days. I went to prepare my uniform and saw it was clean. "I need men clothes." I went to my father's room and see if there were any men clothing. Sorry father, I'm going to have to borrow some of your clothes. After I finished my thoughts, I packed some dresses just in case if are suspicious of me. I have the booklet earlier than expected and pack it in my bag. I wrote a letter to Benjamin saying:
Dear Ben,
I knew you'll be lettering a lot, and I will try to letter to you. Also, I wanted to say to please give your letters to Jocab Williams and he's the only person I could trust. If we meet again, I hope it'll be when the war is over and we got our freedom. I'll be waiting for you my friend. Please stay alive, that'll be enough.
Sincerely,
(Y/n) WashingtonAfter I got that done, I prepared a letter for my fathe if I don't make out alive during my mission.
Dear Father,
You would be wondering why I left a letter in your desk, I have the answer. I joined the war without your permission, I'm sorry. I did it because I want to fight for freedom and when you see this, I'll be alive or dead at this point. Also, I wanted to say I made you proud because I was lieutenant colonel. I was the first women to be in the front lines. You'll blame yourself but, don't. I did it for my own will. I'm sorry, tell mom that I said sorry for everything. Goodbye Father, this might be the last letter you'll see from your daughter.
Your daughter,
(Y/n) WashingtonThere, done. I was crying and not knowing if I'll be alive or not. I went to leave the letter in the drawers of my father. He'll probably won't see it, I'm putting it there because he'll look at it after war. I don't have to worry that much. I went downstairs and saw father reading. "(Y/n), what are you doing in the middle of the night?" I knew this will be the last time I see my father. " I came to say goodnight before I sleep," I said and went up to him and hugged him and he hugged me and said goodnight. Goodbye Father I said silently. Benjamin Tallmadge, I know I didn't get to say this to you but, I love you and will remember you in my heart. I putted everything I needed in my bag and putted my night gown on. This could be my- no not lovely dovey right now. I don't know if the war will end, but it will. I grab my book Common Sense by Thomas Paine and read it. I know this ball, all man wanted my attention. Not all women are used like dolls. I know they want to please my father so they could ask him for my hand of marriage. Not happening, even though I'm 24, I will marry someone, but that someone must accept what I'm fighting for like Ben- oh god, it's like I can't take him off of my mind. I went to bed and before I was asleep I say silently Benjamin Tallmadge, I love you. I drifted to sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a journey.
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Unknown Love (Benjamin Tallmadge x Reader)
Historical Fiction(Y/n) Washington is the daughter of George Washington and wanting to fight for freedom but can't since her father doesn't want her to get hurt. She decides to join the revolution without her father knowing. After she left home, she met Ben which tur...