The Johnson Brothers

Chapter 13

It's been a couple of months now and I found out I was having a baby boy. I've now moved into Casey's room so my room could be a baby room.

"Boys I cannot believe you bought all this stuff, I mean I have literally no where to put all of this" I say smiling. The boys where in the middle of putting up the changing station as they had already built the cot and made it all. We decided to call the baby Mason James Johnson. Daniel was now back with Melissa unfortunately and had moved out together.
I was currently in the middle of cooking dinner for the boys and I when I found a slight stabbing pain in my stomach
"OW! Casey help" I shout kneeling down clutching onto my tummy. "Babe what's going on. You're scaring me" he says kneeling down beside me "My waters have broke" I say crying "What! It's too early. Jake call an ambulance" he shouts fear showing in both his face and voice. With in 5 minutes an ambulance was here and I was taken to hospital.
"Ok! This is Peyton Lloyed, she's only 6 months into a pregnancy with a baby boy and her waters have broke. We need to get this baby out." I hear a paramedic say "Casey, is he gonna be ok?" I ask crying hard "I don't know baby I really don't know" Casey replies. "Sir! You'll have to stay here" The paramedic says putting an arm out so Casey couldn't get through and Casey just nods his head and backs away with the boys.
The pain was horrible, I had a premature baby who I couldn't see and I didn't know what was going on. They cleaned me up and let Casey,Chet,Keith and Tracey in to see me. We were all sat in silence when a nurse came in, face as pale as anything. "Could I ask the 3 of you to go out for a second please? I need to speak to the couple on there own" the nurse smiles and the 3 of them leave.
"Now as you know your baby was born premature, we tried everything we could and I mean literally everything but we are terribly sorry, we weren't able to say your little boy, I'll give you a minute" she says signing on her slip board and exits the room. Me and Casey burst into tears and he storms out. Leaving me there, what am I suppose to do now? My baby boy is gone.
I was discharged later that day and there was no sign of Casey at all. We got back to the house and found Casey in the baby's room, sobbing. I walk in with the boys. "This is all my fault" I say and walk out. I go into the bedroom and change. I get into slobs and plonk myself on the sofa downstairs.
Everyone was so quiet, miserable. I stared at a fixed space in the room. I couldn't eat, drink or even get rest. This is horrible. I always imagined me coming out of that hospital with my baby boy. Not coming home with a miserable family. I felt like all of this I had done but how?
I thought it was time to tell Casey's fans as I kept getting notifications of people saying what a cute family we'd be.
So here is goes.
"R.I.P to my beautiful baby boy Mason. Words can't describe my pain right now. I miss you already. Love mummy❤️" and tweeted it, it had been at least a minute before I got tweets off of upset fans and apology tweets. Then the boys were tweeting.
Chet: "Rest In Piece little man. We are devastated. Promise me you'll get all the girls up there yeah?❤️"
James: "R.I.P Mason James. You were so brave. Love you little man. Love Uncle James😭"
Reece: "Didn't even get to meet you and I miss you already"
Chris: "R.I.P my little Leprechaun. Love you 😔"
Barclay:"Miss you Mase! Cannot believe the news I had today in that hospital waiting room"
Charlie: "Being sent home from school for my parents to tell me the news. Cannot believe this. Stay strong Casey and Peyton. Love you both 😔❤️"
Tom: "Absolutely devastated, cannot believe this 💕"
Jake: "Telling Sydney and mum that Mason was no longer here broke my heart. Gutted 😔"
And the worst one, Casey.
"Daddy loves you my baby baby kick. Break hearts up there yeah? Fell in love the day I found out. Love you❤️❤️"

I chucked my phone across the room causing the screen to shatter. I cried into my hands and sobbed Harder than ever.