what about her? (DIXISON)

I'm sorry

   Dixie POV

I stood there mad and disappointed, I was disappointed that I let my anger get the best of me but mad that she was acting like this. I don't think I'm the one that needed to apologize.

I look up and make eye contact with Charli and just looked at her not really knowing what to do or say. "you okay?" she said walking up to me and pulling me into a side hug. "umm.. yeah... I think?" "lets go inside, it looks like its about to rain" she said guiding me inside.

Charli and I just went to the couch and I laid against her just thinking about the fight. I finally pulled myself off of Charli after about 15 minutes. I needed to at least see if she was okay. I walked up stairs to our room. (yeah her and I share a room even tho I mostly sleep in Taylors room) I knocked on the door and heard a faint "come in". I slowly opened the door and see her laying on her bed with dried tears on her face and I could tell she just woke up from a nap. "can I come in?" I said softly. "yeah I mean it is your room too" she said while turning her body to face the wall. "can we talk?" I asked. "why so you can tell me how much I fucked up?" she said bitterly. "Addie don't be like that. we need to have a normal talk without one of us raising our voices and walking out." "fine" she said rolling over to look at me. I walked over and sat at the edge of her bed looking down at my hands not really knowing what to say.

"so are we going to talk or not?" she said making me look at her. I giggled at her comment a little. "yeah. look addi, I'm sorry I snapped at you. I don't really know why I got so mad so easily. especially  at you. I guess just seeing you and Bryce together just threw me off." "dixie you don't need to apologise because I was in the wrong. I was the one that got mad at you after I saw and heard you and Taylor while in the kitchen. I mean it literally made me fuck Bryce. I don't even know why I got so mad." she said as she scooted next to me but still fully on the bed.

"I think we're both at fault here." I said while looking down disappointed at myself to let this fight go this far. "can we just forget this even happen and just watch a movie or something?" she asked while resting her chin on my shoulder. "of course... but we're going to go lay on my bed because I am defiantly not laying on yours after I saw what happened with you and HIM." I said smiling at what I just said.

"Yeah I don't blame you" she said while getting off her bed and going into mine scooting over and patting next to her telling me to come join her. I walked over to my bed getting my computer in the process. I laid down next to her with my computer on my legs. She scooted closer to me and rested her head on my chess.

We started watching the good place and I was just playing with her hair. God I wish we could just stay here forever in this same position. thank god her and I are okay. I don't know what I would do without this girl. she's my everything. she makes me feel safe and calm. not even Taylor makes me feel like how she makes me feel. she's like my home.

after a little I start to hear her little snores. she was peacefully asleep in my arms. I just shut the computer and put it on the side of my bed. I pulled the covers up more to cover her more and then let myself drift off to sleep.