Kokichi's pov:
Great. I swear something's going on with miu and shuichi. Do they like eachother? They proberly do.... i would give anything to be with shuichi. But i can't... im not good enough. Who would even want to be with a rat like me?
I paused
Ha, who wouldnt want to be with a rat like me? You only live once, i guess.
For now ill just appreciate the friendship i have with him.
*bell rings*
Well... i guess ill get to class.
{Smol time skip owo}
"Okay, that's all for today. Make sure you study for the test next week, class dismissed"
I grabbed my bag and opened the door. I don't know where shuichi is, he's proberly with miu... ill meet him at our dorm i guess.
I opened the dorm room and shuichi wasnt there. Whatever... Maybe he does like miu. I felt a tear fall from my eye. He... will... never... love... you ....
I walk to the bathroom and took a box cutter out from my pocket.
Just... a few cuts...
Slice
Slice
Pink blood poured out from my wrists and tears rolled of my cheeks.
"Kokichi..."
I flinched and turn around.
Shit. I didn't lock the door
"S-shuichi its not what it looks like i-"
Before I could say anything shuichi hugged me tight"It's okay... i understand know. Im here"
I couldn't hold it in. I start crying on shuichis shoulder
"Shh~ its okay"
We pulled away from they hug
"T-thank you""Its fine,ill always be here for you. Come on ill get a bandage for your wrist"
He stood up and let a hand out for me. Grabbing hand, he lead me to the bed and pulled out a bandage
"Saihara-chan?"
"Yeah whats up?"
"The thing you knew... was it the scars?"
He nodded.
"I didn't know if you wanted to tell me, so i waited for you to reach out to me"Holy shit i love him. He's so respectful... its crazy to think hed want to be near a person like me.
Shuichi finished wrapping my arm.
"If any one asks,just say you fell over and cut your arm"
"O-okay"
"So... why did you do it?"
"H-huh?"
"You don't have to answer. I just want to comfort you"
"I..."Shit. Some excuse. Think think.
"WHAT ARE YOU TOO LOVE BIRDS DOING?"
It was miu. Thank atua."Miu nows not the time"
"Oo~ wutcha doin?"
I felt my face heat up.
"AWW OUMA YOU'RE-"
"LEAVE HIM ALONE"
Shuichi rased his voice
Woah... that has never happened before
"Woah... i was only joking"
"s-sorry I didnt mean to snap"
"Its okay ill leave you to alone~" miu giggled and closed the door."Hehe~ why'd you snap shuichi?"
"I... dont know. I didn't even mean to the words just escaped from my mouth i guess"I tried to smile, so i wouldn't worry him.
"Its okay. You don't have to fake smile. I want you to smile because you want to, not because you have to"
"Really?"
"Mhm"I smiled at the thought, a real smile.
"Thank you shuichi,im so lucky to have you!"
I saw shuichi blush, which made me giggle.
"Awww you're blushing!"
"S-shut up dork"
"Ouchie shumia that hurts me feelings" i pouted
"W-what?im sorr-"
"Relax, i was joking! Dork isn't even an insult"
"Well In that case i take it back!"Shuichi pov:
Nows a good time, to ask him on a date.. fuck it. Do it. Just... SAY IT!
"Ouma do you wanna go.. um... out sometime?"
"What?"
"T-to like the movies or something? Or not you don't have to say yes"
"Hehe~ id love to"He said yes... he actually said yes....
"Y-you do realise im asking you um.. on a date?"
"Yup! Thats why i said yes silly~"This, is hands down the best day of my life
WOW ANOTHER SHORT CHAPTER SHOCKKK sorry its 2am lmao and also what an angsty chapter uwu ALSO YES THEY ARE GOING ON A DATE I LOVE THEM HEHEHEHE
Goodnight children,don't lie i know its late. 😌👌
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Strange Feelings (oumasai)
FanfictionCOVER ISN'T BY ME! DO NOT OWN THE AMAZING ART tw! may include depression. NO one will die tho so don't worry. an au where the killing game was just a vr and they all returned to their natural school life after. NO SEXUAL STUFF IN HERE gotta keep it...