{ so much worth living for } Mezo Shoji x Reader

I'm sorry... I love you, Mezo.

"Right on time."

The doctor gasped, dropping his clipboard. Aizawa quickly grabbed your arm and took you into the elevator. Kurogiri created a portal in front of you, causing you to fall right into Shigiraki's arms.

"Shit.." you muttered. (Plot twist: Shigiraki is only mad because you touched his American girl doll collection). Aizawa stood in the elevator as he thought about what the hell just happened. He caught up and spun on his heel, turning his body towards the two of you.

You glanced down at your arm to see what Shigiraki was doing and saw he was only about an inch away from disintegrating your left wrist. You closed your eyes and let out a small sigh as you attempted to stay as still as possible.

Neither you or Aizawa were sure how they knew you were gonna be here, and had no idea why they didn't just leave you alone. Because you were closing your eyes, you couldn't see anything that way happening. You felt a small yet powerful sting before being yanked away by someone else. You opened your eyes to see the doctor throwing you into the elevator.

All alone in the elevator, you began to go down levels. Surely they had villains on other levels? You could fight. It wasn't that hard. Using your quirk, you took a ripped off piece of your shirt and turned it into a small sword. "This'll do.." you said quietly.

As the elevator doors opened, you were greeted with about 10 villains waiting for you. Your grip tightened on the sword as your eyes narrowed at them. You launched forward and began swinging at any villain in your way. Most of them had long range quirks, so you tired your best to stay as close as possible when fighting. On the way you collected pieces of clothing, accessories, ETC. so you could later turn them into needed weapons.

After taking out around 8, one of them caught your wrist. You heard a small, yet noticeable;

"Crack!"

Before pain shot through your arm. You winced as pushed backwards into the villain in a weak attempt to push them away. They shoved you back forward before you lifted up your foot and swung it backwards, kicking them in the stomach. Out of fear and being startled they realized your wrist giving you the chance to escape their grasp. You flung forward to attack the only other villain, easily taking them out in a punch or two.

"Man, all that training really payed off!" You exclaimed. That hellish treatment seemed to be working.

You spun around on your heel to take the other one out, but dropped your guard when you saw they weren't there. You pressed your lips together as you sprinted towards the elevator to get to the bottom floor. Aizawa could handle Shigaraki and the other villains... right? You didn't have much time to think, but knew you had to do something. You made it to the elevator and decided on going back to the top floor.

You pressed the button and pulled out a pair of goggles you had just stolen. You easily turned them into a small, yet hopefully powerful hammer. As the doors opened the horrific sight of Aizawa on the floor being beat up by Shigaraki and the others. You hesitated, but flung yourself out the elevator.

Out of anger you swung and almost hit Shigaraki on the back of the head. Your wrist was still killing you and that gave you a weak spot. Kuroguri obviously noticed, causing him to grab your wrist and cause immense pain. You collapsed to your knees as you let out a breathy cry. Aizawa heard you causing him to point to the elevator and let out a small groan.

"Go..."

He managed to spit out. A tear rolled down your face as your bottom lip curled. You eyes shut as you held your wrist in pain. No. You couldn't give up. Not now, not here. Shoji, your mother, Aizawa, they all would want you to continue. They all think your strong. They all Believe in you.

You flung your hand up in a sort of 'L' motion to attempt to hit KuroGuri, and proved to be successful as the male stumbled backwards from the hit. You had hit his chest hard enough for him to fall backwards, giving you a chance to escape. You took a split second to look to Aizawa and press your lips together, before sprinting down the stairs.

As you arrived at the bottom floor you flung yourself towards the front desk. You were sweaty and out of breath, with injuries all over your body. The nurse gasped in horror as you fell over the counter.

"The... The top floor.."

You huffed. The Nurse nodded and picked up the phone to call the police. Another Nurse came over and walked you outside.

The Nurse held your hand and placed another on your shoulder. Your hand felt warm... you felt very comforted. It almost reminded you of Shoji. A knot in your throat began to form as you let out a small sob. You just wanted to be in his arms again. You just wanted to feel safe. "I'm really the worst..." You cried. The Nurse looked over to you, as her eyes narrowed with concern.

"Sweetheart! What's the matter?!"

She exclaimed. You hadn't been called 'seeetheart' in what felt like forever. You remembered your mother as more tears rolled down your cheeks. The Nurse wrapped her arms around you and squeezed you. You returned the hug as you screamed in pain.

All the loss you had suffered, all the pain, you just wanted it to stop. It had been going on too long for you to handle. You tried to push Mezo to keep him from getting hurt, but you hurt yourself AND him doing that. Your grip became slightly tighter as another scream of pain was let out.

The nurse began to cry with you, slowly rubbing circles on your back with her hand. You were so grateful she could just hug you like this, so grateful she just let you.

"Thank you... Thank you so much."

You whispered. She nodded her head as she exhaled. "Of course." She said. The both of you stood there as you sobbed in her arms.

After about 5 more minutes 10 police cars came, with 3 vans. You were helped into one and driven off to the station. You pressed your hand up against the window as the Nurse waved to you. You waved back before looking to the top floor. Through the windows, you could see some of the wreck they had caused. You clenched you're fists before looking back to the seat in front of you, taking a small breath. The cop next to you looked over, before nodding and looking back in front of him as well.

Once at the station, you were taken into a small room and given a pair of large sweatpants and a T-shirt. You were given a blanket and even a cup of hot tea. You sat down in a chair near the police officers and took a sip of your tea. Maybe things will finally get better. Get better for good. Your eyes closed and a small smile appeared on your face.

You placed the cup of a small table as you heard a door open from the other room. Your head turned as you tried to listen through the walls without standing up. The door to the room you were in open, as a familiar y'all male stepped out. He had small bags under his eyes and his hair was a mess. It was weird to see him so messy, as he was usually very well-kept.

After a second or two you realized he was here. Actually here. You could hug him, and kiss him, you could cry in his arms. You stood up as the blanket that was draped around your shoulders fell to the floor. You spirited into his arms as tears began forming in your eyes.

"Thank you Shoji... I'm so sorry for everything I've put you through."

You said through tears. He quickly shook his head and kneeled down the slightest bit, wrapping his arms around you.

"No no, it's not your fault. I know you can't control it. I'll always be here, you're safe now."

He said. You let out a cry as your grip around him tightened.

"I'm so sorry... I love you, Mezo."

A/N: it's been like a year why are people still reading this 👁👄👁