{ so much worth living for } Mezo Shoji x Reader

I need you

You ran

And ran

And ran

You ran until you found yourself at U.A. You walked inside and saw there was nobody inside. You walked around for a bit. You were still crying, you were pretty sure this was your last hour to live. You ran into Aizawa Sensei. "(Y/N)... what are you doing." "Walking." You ran off with no further words. You ran to the roof, and locked the door behind you. You wrote a few notes to people you care about.

"Dear Katsuki Bakugou,

I'm sorry.

Please be stronger than me.

You opened up to me when nobody else would.

You helped me get stronger. But I'm still weak.

             -(Y/N) (L/N)"

"Dear Ochaco Uraraka,

I'm sorry.

You talked to me.

You helped me.

You connected with me.

Your stronger, I hope it works out for you.

             -(Y/N) (L/N)"

"Dear Tokoyami,

I'm sorry.

You were an amazing friend

Your strong

Your nice

You helped me in so many ways

Please be stronger than me.

           -(Y/N) (L/N)"

"Dear Mezo Shoji,

I'm so, sorry

I know your stronger, you always have been.

I admire you.

You befriended me,

And I love you for that.

I love you for so many reasons....

I'm so sorry I'm doing this to you

Don't let Shigaraki touch you, please.

         -(Y/N) (L/N)"

You cried as you wrote these letters. You placed them underneath your binder. You stood on the roof ledge, Shoji was walking next to the building in front of U.A. You kissed your finger and pointed it in his direction. Before you turned away he looked up, and saw you. His eyes widened and you gave a sad smile and waved a him. You whispered. "Goodbye, Shoji." You walked over to the other side of the roof, the wind was blowing everywhere and your hair stuck to your wet, tear covered face. You spread your arms, and stepped off. Before you could fall, a bunch of large arms wrapped themselves around you. You turned around, halfway off the building to see a worried, scared, sad, shocked, and a crying Shoji. "(YN)...." The wind blew his white hair out of his face to reveal his face, his mask was pulled down, and he was crying. He picked you up and set you in the ground. His hands were on his shoulders and he looked into you sad, tired eyes. "Mezo...." He leaned in and kissed you on the lips. When he pulled away both of you were still crying and his hands had moved to your face. He wiped your tears away with his thumb, then he brushed a piece of hair out of your face and gave you a a smile. "Now I can see your beautiful face." He said. You broke down in tears and collapsed to the ground. He kneeled down to you and pulled you into a tight hug. "Please (Y/N)... Don't die on me yet." 

"W-why do you- even c-c-care?"

"Because I love you (Y/N)...."
You looked up at him, he was still crying, but he was smiling too. His mask was still pulled down but he was smiling.

"I need you (Y/N)."

"I-I need to Shoji... I love you too..."

You cried again into his chest. He just held you for a while until Aizawa burst through the door. "(Y/N)!" He looked over at You and Shoji. You had your hand over your mouth sobbing into it and Shojis mask was still down. "Mr. Aizawa... she-"
"I know, that's why I came up here." Aizawa had known you were gonna try and kill yourself, he thought about it as you walked through the halls, tears all over your face. Aizawa walked over to you and kneeled in front of you. "(Y/N), don't give up on us yet okay?" You couldn't look at him but you Nodded your head. You hadn't had the chance to move into the dorms yet, and you weren't about to go back to the your house, so Shoji took you to his dorm. He picked you up Bridal style and carried you to his dorm. Once you two got there he set you on his bed and hugged you before going to get dressed in his bathroom. After he got out he sat on the bed next to you. "Sorry its a bit small, I've never really liked big things." You nodded your head, you understood that. "Here." He handed you one of his T-shirts and you went to his bathroom to get changed, you had taken off your shirt and socks when the door opened behind you. A pair of arms wrapped around you from behind and you heard Shoji say "I'm waiting." He walked out leaving you half dressed and 100,000,000 shades of pink. Once you had the shirt on you walked over to his small bed and laid next to him, facing to the door. About 10 minutes later, Shoji has wrapped his many arms around you, and you fell asleep easily that night.

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