Please try and stop, okay?

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You ran to the music room and shut the door, not locking it and pressed yourself up against the wall and cried your heart out. How embarrassing!!!!! Your self harm scars were... from last month, but your newest ones were on your thigh. You continued sobbing until the door slammed open to see an extremely scared and worried Mezo Shoji. You buried your face in your hands and continued to cry. He walked over to you and kneeled in front of you and pulled you into a tight hug.
"Why.... (Y/N)?"

You explained everything.... your mom and dad were hero's, one day a villain found out your father had a powerful quirk and the villain wanted for himself. One day the villains attacked your house and threatened to kill you, your dad begged them not to, and they said they'll kill him instead of you, and he agreed, they burned your house down, and killed and took your dad's body.

"I-it's my f-f-fault he's d-dead!!" You cried

"No it's not (Y/N)!!! It's not your fault!"

He pulled away from the hug and looked at you.

"I'm glad your alive.... and I hope you stay that way..."
he smiled and through tears you smiled and nodded he gave you another hug and helped you up. We went to the bathroom and he waited outside as you washed your face changed your uniform, you went to recovery girl for your gash and went back to class.  People came up to me asking you if you were okay, and introducing themselves.

"Ochaco Uraraka!"

"Tsuyu Asui"

"Ayoya-"

"Erijo Kirishima!"

"Nice to meet you all!"
You were happy that nobody brought up your scars.... until Katsuki came over after everybody left.

"So what's the deal with your arms you shitty girl."

"What did you just call me?"

"You heard me, so what's the deal?!"

".....I'm going through a tough time, now my friend is waiting I better get going."

"Fine. Don't think you can run away from me forever you damn extra."

You sighed and walked up to Shoji.
"Ready?"
He nodded his head and you two started walking to the metro, once you two got on he was on his phone and you were looking out the window. Mezo tapped you on the shoulder and showed you a funny photo. You snorted and covered your mouth in embarrassment. He looked at you blushing a thousand shades of pink and chuckled you blushed as well. You hated your laugh, you always snorted it was weird. Once you two got off the metro you talked about school and other stuff, then you got to your house.

"Hey (Y/N)?"

"Yeah Mezo?"

"Uhm. About your arm..."

"Uh, what is it?"

"Please try and stop, okay?"

You looked at him, he had a worried look on his face. You nodded

"I will."
And walked off to your house.

You got inside and set all your bags down. You grabbed the phone and dialed the pizza shop.

"Hello? Yes I'd like to order a large pepperoni pizza? Yeah sure. Okay. Yeah. Thanks."

You hung up and set the phone down. You walked over to the couch and put on a tv show. After about 30 minutes you hear the doorbell ring. You walk over and see the pizza man, you hand him the money for the pizza and flop back on the couch. After you finish eating you dial your mothers phone number and hit call.

You : Hello?

Mom : Hello Y/N!!! How was school?

You : Oh uhm.... great!

Mom : That's amazing! Oh um also I found out I need to stay a few more days than planed, they still need my help.

You : Oh... okay. That's fine then.

Mom : Alrighty! Well I have to go, don't eat pizza every night okay?

You : Haha, yeah okay mom

Mom : Okay sweetheart. I love you!!!!

You : I love you too mom!

Mom : okay bye!!

She hung up the phone and you set it down on the table. Your burry your face in your knees and sob. The thing you needed most right now... was a mother! How could you have that when she has to constantly go away on trips all the time!? You change out of your uniform into your Pajamas, and pull out your phone.

                                                                (Y/N) (L/N)
                                                                    11: 27 p.m
                                                                  Hey Mezo?
Mezo Shoji
11:28 p.m
Yes, (Y/N)?
                                                                (Y/N) (L/N)
                                                                     11:28 p.m
                           I just wanted to say goodnight :)
Mezo Shoji
11:29 p.m
Oh okay. Goodnight, (Y/N)

You smiled and set your phone down. Did you like him? Well, sure he's attractive.... and sweet... but, you can't LIKE him like him.... you'd end up hurting him anyways and you can't do that again..... you rolled over and turned your light off.

"Come home soon mom..."

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