All credit goes to bananashemmo
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It was a mix of chatter and laughter that sounded loud from the balcony to your dorm room, a bottle of cheap vodka resting in the middle of the table and Michael's bass player being background music to your conversation.
"Okay, this is gonna be an easy one." Calum announced, clouds of dark grey smoke leaving his plump pink lips.
He moved his hand over the rack of the balcony to stump bits of his cigarette, moved forward and grabbed the filled shot glass to raise it in the air.
In reaction everyone did as so, you leaning away from Ashton's chest to grab yours and his glass. His white football jersey was soft against your bare back, his long legs resting on the available spot under the table while you leaned your feet against the bench you were sitting at.
"Never have I ever had an orgasm." It was a mix of groans that escaped people's lips by Calum's ridiculous simply way of making anyone drink in one take. He raised the glass in the air while wearing a smirk, watching as every single one lifted it to their mouths except you.
"What?" Michael commented with a light voice of disbelief, taking a sip from Calum's cigarette, "You haven't had an orgasm before?"
Everyone's eyes fell on you making you nervously look down at your filled shot glass, somehow wishing you had lied and drank with the rest of them.
Ashton looked at you as well with a puzzled look, "But you've been together with a few guys, haven't you?" He asked and quivered an eyebrow.
"I guess they never made it that good." Calum commented and filled his shot glass, helping others with theirs and you shyly hid your cheeks into Ashton's chest.
"You should talk to them Ash, you know. Orgasmmaster." Luke commented and wiggled his eyebrows teasing at the curly haired lad.
"You don't fucking say." Ashton replied and remained his eyes on you, letting them move when he answered Luke. You simply rolled your eyes by their goofiness, feeling your shoulders become less tense when you weren't the center of attention any longer, people small chit chatting between each other. Though, Ashton was the only one who still remained his eyes on you.
"You've seriously never had an orgasm?" He furrowed his eyebrows while asking, biting his lip while being trapped in many different thoughts.
"No." You mumbled with tired eyes, avoiding his and looked over the balcony that had a huge view over the rest of campus.
"Seriously?" He repeated himself, "I mean so every single guy you've been with haven't managed to please you right?"
You looked up at him with nervous eyes and a blush creeping on your cheeks, "Honestly? I've never been with a guy before, Ashton."
His eyes widened by your statement and his jaw fell slightly, not because he was that shocked but more because he didn't really know how to react.
"You've always thought I had but if you think about it I've never agreed on anything or denied. I just thought it would be easier to not tell you rather than bragging about something fake that never actually occurred."
"But what about the guy from the bar you met a few weeks ago?" He asked with a quivered eyebrow.
"Oh Sam? Yeah he ended up getting so drunk I didn't follow him home for sex. I did it to make sure he wouldn't get drowned in his own puke." You shifted in your seat and moved your hair so it was resting against the right side of your bare shoulder.
