I'm Yours

Chapter five

Cormina's P.O.V

        The next morning i felt groggy. My eye lids felt heavy and sticky from the tears, my body moved sluggishly. I just felt nonfictional. I heart clenched as I remembered the feelings I had felt the previous night come back to me. Tears pricked at the corner of my eye, threatening to fall down a betray me. I wasn't sure how i should feel, in the course of this entire week I have gone through so much I just don't know if its real or not. How should i feel?

        I walked across the room towards the bathroom, only to look in the mirror and see what a monstrosity i really was. My hair was sticking up all over the place, my eyes looked puffy, my face sickly pale, and my eyes duller than ever. They looked almost grey with a very small hint of purple in it. My body looked skinnier than usual, it must be because i haven't eaten, duh.

        A small smile played at my lips. I felt dirty, but knew better than to take a shower in a strange place without knowing i wont be murdered or drowned while I'm off guard. I may be a girl but I'm not stupid. So instead i just washed my face with a bar of soap that was on the side of the sink and then rinsed off, not looking as horrid as I did a few minutes ago. I ran my fingers through my knotted hair that was mostly straight for the most part. I went back into the room that contained what little things I had brought with me and opened the bag. I pulled out a white men's t-shirt and my grey champion sweat pants that still smelled like home.

Home.

        Tears yet again threatened to spill over the brims of my eyes. A small gasp escaped my throat in trying to hold my tears back.

' Its okay Mini, I know its tough but we need to stay strong for now. Crying wont help us and the situation we are in.' Stacey said to me.

'I know, but its hard. Ill try for you. All we have is each other but we need to make this work.' I say to her. She hides at the back of my mind and says no more. She doesn't have to, i already know.

        I pull my dirty shirt over my head and replace it with a the new one and replace my pants as well. I put the necklace my mother gave me on. I walk over to the room door and try to turn the knob. Its locked. someone must have locked it while i fell asleep last night. Well isn't this fucking great. I walk back toward the bed and look at the photo my father gave me. I hugged it to my tightened chest and let out a sigh.

        I need to go back there. I need t see what happened at least to properly bury the pack members and collect a few things. I need to repay them... At least let them go in peace. How was I going to go back though? I know the people here wont let me go willingly. Especially not Andrew. I lay back on the bed and space out. Why the hell do they want me here? I know I'm the alphas mate but clearly he doesn't fucking want me, so what the hell!

        I rolled over onto my tummy and put my hand under my chin to prop myself up.I rummaged through my bag to see what other items were in the messy bag. I removed the clothes from the bag and placed them on the side of the bag. I saw my cell phone at the bottom. I thought i left it. At least i wont be as bored as i thought. I turned the phone on and had a decent amount of battery  left in it, maybe about sixty percent charged. Oh well, its not like i need to use it for anything important . I mean who would i call if i don't have any friends or family.

        So while i waited for the day ahead of me i played some games in the app store like candy crush, and temple run, I'm absolutely obsessed with those games. In Candy Crush I was stuck on level 125 and i couldn't beat the damn thing. Just as i was about to play a game of fruit ninja, the door opened. There stood mark with a scowl on his face. What is this bastards problem? I mean seriously? I know I'm rouge and shit but the least he could do is not frown at me.