The Difference

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Jeno's eyes widen at the sight of Jaemin at his school gate. He knew the boy wasn't here to pick up Chenle for the Chinese kid had gone straight after classes to meet with some Jisung person. And the only other person Jaemin fully knew at the school was Jeno. Surprising indeed.

"Jaemin?" The boy looks up from his phone, smiling.

"Come on." He beckons the older to follow him, walking his bike down the sidewalk.

"Don't you have dance today though?"

"Hmm? Oh yeah, but I have a good half hour to spare so it's fine." Jaemin chuckles, waving his hand dismissively. Jaemin was brighter than normal today, and if Jeno was being honest, it kinda freaked him out. Jaemin was always quite down to earth, and now the boy was glowing, almost outshining the sun with his smile. But Jeno wasn't complaining one bit.

"You're very cheery today. What happened?" They walked along the sidewalk and Jeno soon came to realize that they were heading to Jaemin's house; which made sense since he lived quite close to the dance studio. But still, Jaemin ignores him.

"I'll tell you when we get to my house."

"You're so secretive Nana." Jeno whines, making the younger boy laugh.

"It'll be worth it, trust me."

Jeno laughs, raising his hands in surrender. "I do, I do."

"Good." Jaemin smiles cheekily.

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Jaemin heads into the kitchen and takes out some goldfish, offering it to Jeno.

"You remember that 'big news' I was telling you about the other day?" Jeno nods, standing beside him. "Well I am proud to say that I got into SNU on a full 4 year scholarship."

Jeno's eyes widened. "Seriously?"

"Mhm!" The younger nods frantically, the large smile not leaving his face once. Jeno laughs in disbelief and hugs the boy tightly.

"I'm so proud of you." Jaemin just hugs him back, giddy with happiness.

"I can't believe I actually got in. Much less with a scholarship. It's crazy." He smiles up at the boy whose arms were around his waist. Jeno smiles back, his crescent eyes on full display for the honey-haired teen. He admiringly stared at Jaemin as if he was a star. Shining bright with emotion, shooting off for his dreams.

Jeno pulls Jaemin towards him tightly. "Jaemin-ah..."

"Mm?" In Jeno's eyes, Jaemin was a being sculpted by the gods themselves. His doe eyes expressing so much that his mouth couldn't speak. His passion so vibrant and colorful, that Jeno only wished the best for the boy. He deserved so much more than what the world could give him. Not even the brightest star or strongest supernova could compare the light that Jaemin gave off. His aura glowed with determination. His eyes, which looked upon the stars in wonder, but also could break you with the harshest glare; the galaxy flowing through them like a stream, a never ending pace of beauty and power. His stars shining and blossoming into new hopes and dreams. Na Jaemin himself, was a universe. And Jeno was a mere planet, in which all he knew was the honey-haired beauty before him. Orbiting the sun that was Jaemin's heart. Watching the stars that were Jaemin's eyes. Spinning with the moons that Jaemin so comfortingly held him in. Jeno was falling so hard, he was an asteroid hitting the surface of Jaemin's heart. And he never wanted to leave.

"Promise me you won't regret this." Is all that Jeno whispers before trapping Jaemin's lips with his own. He leads the boy, swiping his tongue against Jaemin's bottom lip. With obedience, Jaemin opens his mouth, letting Jeno do as he pleases. He reaches up, hands tangling in Jeno's hair, tugging it whenever the boy does something he liked.

Jeno lifted Jaemin up, putting him to sit on the counter, never breaking the kiss. He kept his hands on the boy's waist, thumbs gently pressing into his side. He bit Jaemin's bottom lip, eliciting the sweetest sound Jeno had ever heard. Pulling away gently, he sees Jaemin panting heavily. His lips glossy and red, with a prominent mark of where Jeno's teeth had been only moments before. His eyes had glazed over, smoky with desire and love; it was something Jeno would miss very soon.

"You're so beautiful..." Jeno's voice was barely audible, his focus only directed at the collarbones that were now on glorious display thanks to Jaemin's shirt dragging down. "I really mean it..." Jeno moves his fingers, running them along the younger boy's sternum gently, sending a shiver all throughout Jaemin's body. It made him shake with excitement as he saw the look in Jeno's eyes darkening, and Jaemin knew what was about to come.

Without a second thought Jeno sinks his teeth into the tan skin, biting it softly to create a mark. His mark. He moved along Jaemin's neck, under his ear, and back down to his collarbones. He left no space untouched, whether it be from a bite, kiss or both. And he let no precious sound that Jaemin let out go to waste. Jeno kissed up his jaw, from his ear along to his chin, eventually bringing their lips together once more.

Jeno and Jaemin knew that they couldn't go back from this. They couldn't go back to "just being friends". They had jumped into a whirlwind of emotions, getting tossed and thrown about as they searched their way through. But they jumped in together. They would get through it together.

Jeno pulls away after leaving one final peck on Jaemin's lips. They were panting, and their cheeks were flushed. But they didn't regret a thing. Jaemin looked ethereal in his current state. His lips had clearly been abused, the strong color making Jeno proud. His neck and collarbones littered with markings. Deep purple stains that Jeno hoped the boy would be proud to wear. Jaemin's hair was also messier than when he first came home, strands thrown about and bangs covering his eyes. And oh god his eyes, pourn over with the only thing Jeno could describe as love. Pure, innocent admiration that Jaemin had for him. His soft pants and sharp gaze only made Jeno lean into him, forearms resting against Jaemin's thighs as he looked into the younger boy's eyes.

"You know...." Jaemin starts, still trying to catch his breath. "I have dance in a few minutes."

Jeno shakes his head. "Tell them you're sick."

Jaemin giggles softly. "Why?"

"Because I need you here. With me."

"I think that can be arranged."

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∆Holy hecking hell y'all. I'm so proud of this chapter, it is muah! *chef's kiss* just amazing. Also thank you so fLiPPinG much for getting this to story to 1K, I love you all so much oh my god :(( I'm glad you're enjoying it and I hope you wont hate me for what I'm going to do 0_0 lol I'll see you soon∆