Chapter 18

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"You.... Are ...... Having..... Goosebumps.... All over... Your body!" He muttered between the torturing kisses. I moaned softly and closed my eyes. His tongue, his breath, his lips are sending chills all over my body. My trembling legs can hardly hold on without support of his hands.

"Sia.... God knows why I want to taste your skin so much that I want to extract each and every ounce of sweetness present within you!" I blushed red at his words. I jerked suddenly when his hands made its way inside my top. Slowly making circles his hands reached at my nipples...... Erected nipples!

"Fuck! You make me feel like a beast!" I groaned when he pinched my nipples slightly. He fondled with my breasts making me groan in anticipation for more.

"I swear...... This kind of attraction with just a kiss was not even with Mia!" I stiffened hearing her name.

When he touches you, dodge him!

I gently pushed his hands away and distanced myself from him. He looked confused over my actions.

"Sia?" He questioned the unasked question.

"Mr. Martin..... I am a virgin. I don't think I am upto your standards. Kindly wait outside while I make something for Chase." Maintain this same aura Si...... You can do it!

"S..sia...... I... I" I looked at him.

"Mr. Martin.... You made everything clear yesterday so now...... Let's stick to the choices you made yesterday." I said while taking out bread and cheese from refrigerator.

"I.... I. I am sorry Sia. I have never made love to a virgin. I thought you might expect relationship which I am not ready to provide for, yet." I looked at him in disbelief.

"Mr. Martin..... Me being a virgin has nothing to do with your willingness to provide relationship. I am a virgin because of my choice and when I was ready to have sex...... It again had nothing to do with your imagination of me demanding a relationship." I said.

"So..... Then there's no problem if we continue what we were doing in my room." He came forward to take my hand, but I backed out.

"Mr. Martin.... Listen to me. That was about yesterday.... But now I don't think our thinkings are coordinating in this matter. I am to stay away from you, and you also maintain distance from me." God! I am so angry right now because I am sexually frustrated. To the core!

"Sia.... You want this as much as I! You can't deny that my touch affects you!" I smiled at him.

"I never said that your touch doesn't affect me, all I am saying is...... I can't have sex with a person who is stuck somewhere in past. I don't want anyone to make love to me while reminiscing his 'first love', even if it's just a one time thing...... That should be fully mine." I said while making sandwiches.

"I am! I have sensual dreams of you." He sounded frustrated and irritated and disappointed.

"But in your dreams, I am not virgin.... But this is the reality! Now please move out of the kitchen." I said while placing sandwich in the oven.

He remained standing their for sometime without uttering a single word.

"You really don't want to do sex?" He asked.

"When I said I don't want to have sex? I said...... It won't be done between us. There's a diff...." He pulled me against his chest forcefully.

"There's no man present in the world who can give you the satisfaction I provide." Seething in anger he snapped.

Don't be scared Si.... Face him hardheaded.

"What's the harm in trying? Maybe I find......."

"No! You will not find anyone! I will be the only one who....."

"Mr. Martin..... You are not the only one in my life! There are people who are lining up to have sex with me! So no you are also in the list..... Yes you are much better than anyone present yet, but you can't predict the future." I snapped.

"The hell I will let someone come in your life in future!" He snapped.

"The hell I will let you control my life!" I said and pushed him away from me.

"What the fuck is the problem Sia? Yesterday everything was okay... Now what changed?" He asked softly.

"What changed? The change is now I know you don't belong to me. You have Mia in your mind..... Mia is your first love! Mia is your baby's mother, Mia is your past and very efficiently controlling your present, Mia is what you don't want to see because you still assume that she is still that Mia whom you pictured in your mind! When I would give myself to someone he should be fully into me...... Not going on defending the person who does not even deserve a single drop of his love, care, defence, security and your baby!" I snapped.

I pulled out the sandwich from the oven and went out to feed Chase.

He can go fuck himself...... I will not make anything for him!

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