Yo is finally ready to take down his wall of shame. One by one, pictures of Pha are disappearing from his room. But when Pha finally gathers the courage to confess to his Nong, will he still be in Yo's heart?
This is a fan fiction based on the 2 Moo...
Once Forth left I quickly sent a text to Pha. He probably forgot or got too busy, but even so I don't want him to worry. I tried calling. I waited for a long time. Sorry, but I couldn't wait anymore.
I felt guilty for bringing up how long I waited, but I didn't want him to think I just left. I don't know why that still worried me. I knew he didn't really care for me, but now that thought didn't hurt me like it used to.
It took too long, but I finally know what I want and what I don't want. I don't want to love someone who makes me feel like I'm not worthy of their love. I don't want to be with someone that I don't trust, someone who puts my feelings last, or someone who hurts me. I had been holding onto a crush for so long that I forgot that love was supposed to make you happy.
When I finally made the decision, I felt an enormous sense of freedom. I was ready to put my heart into loving someone who made me feel special and who always made me smile. When Forth walked up to me tonight I was thinking of how I could show him that he meant something more to me than just friends. I didn't know if he would accept me, but I was tired of living my life on the sidelines. He was worth the risk of being rejected.
I know what song I'm going to play and I want Forth to hear how much he meant to me in the words. I wasn't sure how he felt about me, but I knew how I felt about him. Over the time we've spent together since we've met, he's shown me what kind of man he is. He's flirted, he's showed concern for me, he's been a friend, and someone I could depend on. It wasn't just a crush. I could only hope that after he heard my song, he'd let me into his heart.
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Phana's POV
Our professor made us stay late and when I arrived at the parking lot, looking for Yo, I knew I had failed again.
Not only did I arrive an hour and a half after I was supposed to meet him, but my phone also ran out of batteries and I couldn't even call him. I plugged my phone into my car charger so that I could find him, but it would take a few more minutes to have enough charge to turn on at all.
I planned to walk into the practice area to see if he was waiting there when I saw Forth coming out of the building.
"Ai'Pha," Forth said, walking up to me with a frown on his face. "You're late tonight. Nong Yo was sitting alone out here in the dark when I found him."
His tone is disapproving and angry. I'm condemning myself as well, but I don't need anyone rubbing it in.
"Where is he? Did he go home?" I asked.
"I found him a place to practice the piano and now I'm going to get him some food. He's had a long day and he's hungry," Forth said.
That was supposed to be me. I was going to take him to practice, listen to him play, and get him some food. I was supposed to be the one taking care of Yo.
"I'll do it, just tell me where he is and I'll get him something," I said a little desperately.
"Ai'Pha," Forth said, sounding even more angry, "I told you that I liked N'Yo and wanted to court him. I gave you a chance to tell me to back off but you didn't."
I don't know what to say, so I don't say anything. I know I've made a mess of everything. I wasn't even honest with Forth when I knew I wanted Yo. I'm such a coward.
"Listen, Ai'Pha," Forth spoke again. "I don't want to argue with a friend, but N'Yo is important to me. If you had told me to back off, I would have done it, because that's what honest friends do. But now I'm telling you — you don't deserve him. I won't back off."
"I want N'Yo," I finally said, finding my courage and telling Forth honestly. "If he'll have me, I won't ever let him go."
"Then we'll let him decide who gets the chance to take care of him," Forth looked at me one last time before walking away.
I got back in my car feeling angry and frustrated. I finally had enough charge on my phone, so I turned it on to see three missed calls and three text messages from Yo. I started reading his texts.
Yo: P'Pha, I'm waiting outside the practice building at the curb.
Yo: You aren't answering your phone. Did you forget you were going to meet me? Are you okay?
Yo: I tried calling. I waited for a long time. Sorry, but I couldn't wait anymore.
I rested my head against the steering wheel. I knew Yo still liked me, he had been stalking me earlier today. So I just had to trust that he wouldn't fall for Forth just because I was late coming to pick him up.
