Together forever?

Chapter 17

When the passionate hour with Angie finished I held her tightly in my arms and she seemed upset and I know why and I'm going to miss her so much when I'm away but that's what will help me fight better with her in my mind day and night, something to fight for.

After a little while of snuggling together for our last night in 8 months we hear daisy come home, she comes upstairs into our room and smiles when she sees us, Angie puts on a fake happy face for daisy and sits up and so do I, -daisy, daddy is going on a little business trip for a few months and he's leaving tomorrow- she said softly but I hate the fact she don't know the truth but I don't want then both to worry.

Daisy nodded and come over and kissed my cheek softly, -be careful- she said and I nodded, -dinners ready- we hear olga shout upstairs and we all look at each other and smile and walk downstairs, we take our seats and I can see that angle is not concentrating on anything and is deep in thoughts so I put my hand on her leg under the table and rubbed my thumbs up and down on it.

I could see her snap out of her thoughts and relax a bit, she looks at me quickly and smiles, daisy talking about her day in school and seems really happy whilst Romallo is fascinated by daisy story but me and olga is trying to figure out what's going on in angies mind but she don't seem to notice us staring at her.

After dinner me and Angie go in the kitchen and do the dishes as we told olga to rest, I stand in front of her and she looks at me and smiles, -so what was you thinking about at dinner?- I said softly and she sighed and turned her head and started to do the dishes, -it's nothing- she said but she always does this when she don't want to say something or is nervous or is embarrassed.

I wrap my arms around her waist and turn her around to face me, -tell me- I said and she just jumped into my arms and I hugged her tightly whilst holding her head into my shoulder, she got her arms wrapped around my firmly and I can clearly tell she's stressed about something because she only does this when she's stressed.

-it's just, I'm going to miss you so much, 8 months is a long time and we have not been away from each other that Long and your out in afghan where the war is, I just love you and i want you to be safe- she said in a shaky voice, I tightened my grip and I rested my head on her shoulder while I got her up in the air hugging her as tight as I can and she got her arms around me like she never wants to let go.

-don't you worry about me, once I'm out there I want you to be happy and not stressed, I'll miss you so much and I love you and we can talk every night, it won't be as bad as it seems, it's just going to be hard for the first week for both of us- I said and we stayed holding each other for ages.