I let you in {BILLIE EILISH}

Between the real ones

             Billie's POV
Mental break downs at night suck. I didn't know who else to go to. She's been on my mind. I woke up to her squirming.
"Hey sorry did I wake you?"
"No it's fine. Nightmares?"
"No actually. No nightmares. First time in a while." I just smiled at her words. Did I make her feel that comfortable?
"Can you Uh..?" She looked to her arms.
"Yeah." As I took off her restraints she yawned. So cute. She raised up. I leaned closer and kissed her. Softly. Passionately.
"Shit." She said getting up running to the bathroom.
"Hey what's up?"
"My mother fucking period."
"Ok then...."
"Fucking embarrassing."
"Chill mammas."
"Chill? I don't have any pads."
"There is literally a store right outside the hotel I'll run down and get some for you. You just go and take a shower."
"Why do you take such good care of me already?" She said coming out of the bathroom looking at me. I was now standing there putting my shoes on.
"Because you already take good care of me." I explained.
"Shit. I hate to ask this but I need money." I said in a sad way.
"Here." She said walking to the night stand and picking up a $20 bill. And another key card to her room.
"I don't think pads will cost $20."
"Get me a bag of hot Cheetos to?" She asked sticking her bottom lip out. Adorable.
"You are gonna eat hot Cheetos for breakfast?"
"Don't judge the girl on her period."
"I'm not, mammas. Just asking." She smiled and leaned in to place a delicate kiss on my lips. I smiled and walked out of the room.

...

Thankfully no fans noticed me. When I got back it sounded like she was still in the shower. A few seconds later she walked out with only a towel raped around her.
"Oh." I said blushing.
"Oh?"
"It's a good oh." I said kinda staring at her.
"Where are the pads?"
"There." I said pointing to the chair beside the tv stand.
"Thanks." She said walking back into the bathroom. Ok what in the name of hell was that?!? Was she happy I complemented her?!? Did she not like it?!?
She came back out a few minutes later. Wearing a black hoodie with a worn out pride flag on it. Under it it looked like it said 'Don't respect us leave us alone'. Some black Nike leggings and her hair in some beach wave curls. So cute. And smelling like a mix of lavender and orange. I could drown in her smell. And I am fuckn mortified of drowning.
"For the record... I think your jaw dropping too." She said laying beside me.
"Oh.. um.. I.. uh.. thank...you." I tripped over my words like a kid trips over lego's. * mental facepalm *. She looked at me. As if seeing through my eyes it looked like. As I watched her eyes get darker with lust she raised up and put her hand on my side that wasn't on the bed and pulled me closer. She flipped me over so she was now on top. She kissed me slowly. Then there was a knock at the door. I. Fucking. Hate. People. I groaned loud enough for only her to hear it. And then she whispered in my ear..
"This is not over." And then got up. Before she could open the door I quickly got up and sat on the chair beside of the door to the balcony. Looking at my phone trying to hide the redness of my face. She opened the door to a wide eyed Bright.
" uhh... Hey Billie.. what are you doing here?"
"I.. uh..-" I got cut off by Vanessa saving my dumb ass self from not coming up with an excuse as to why I was in Vanessa's hotel room.
"She was talking with me about her stalker. She wanted to know what the plans are."
"Yeah I do to although I could have waited until today to ask like a normal person." My brother said walking into the room. Shit.
"What the fuck. You had every one worried. Mom was so worried she threw up!"
"Ok calm down." I said standing up.
"Calm down?!? I'll calm down when you learn to tell someone where your going!" Finneas screamed at me. I felt a very familiar pain in my nose as my eyes began to water.
"Ok calm the FUCK down Finneas!" Vanessa put emphasis on the word fuck.
"Why the hell should I? And why didn't you call me?!?"
"Look. Calm the hell down. Lower your damn voice." Vanessa said calmly. That kinda scared me.
"Ok let's hear it." Finneas said looking at me. I couldn't get a word out. Vanessa came up to me. She put her hands on my arms.
"Look. It's not like I know what's happening between us either. But we need to tell them." She said looking at me. I nodded my head knowing that's the only way to get Finneas to calm the fuck down.
"We don't know what exactly happened between us. But last night was a mistake. We should have told you exactly where she was and that she was safe." Vanessa said looking at Finneas.
"So your telling me you two.." fin trailed off.
"Ew gross I don't what know." Bright said.
"Not that it's anyone's business but no." I said looking at the both of them.
"Ok I'll calm down if you tell me what you two are exactly. I mean you just met." Finneas said. Vanessa looked at me and I nodded giving her permission to tell them what I knew she was gonna say.
"We don't know. Give us time to figure that out?" She asked. Finneas nodded.
"Ok is that settled?" I asked looking at every one nodding.
"Can we keep this between the people we choose to tell. Like you can tell whoever you want but i don't want this getting out before I have the chance to explain to my fans." I said.
"The only people that'll know is probably only gonna be the ones here now." Vanessa said.
"Okay." I said looking at her. She gave me a reassuring smile.
"Good morning." J.T. Said coming into the room. Holding a cup of coffee.
"Morning J." Vanessa smiled at him.
"Morning guys." Dani said coming into the room also. With what looked like 7 cups of coffee. She kissed Bright on the cheek and gave him a cup. Then walked over to Vanessa handing her a cup of coffee.
"Here I didn't know what you like. I mean I didn't know you were in here. Me and J.T. Just assumed." She said handing me a cup of coffee too.
"Thank you. Is it black?"
"Yep is that ok?"
"It's more than ok that's how I take it." I said smiling at her.
"Good to know. That's the first thing I try to learn about a person is there coffee order." She said smiling back.
"Good morning everyone. We all have to head out to the police station we have a long day there planed." Gal said after he came into the room.
"How long may I ask?" Finneas asked.
"About five to six hours depending on how far the previous team got in your case." Gal explained.
"Okay well lets hope only five to six then because we are all going to the beach afterwards." Everyone clapped. All except me and... Vanessa.
"Oh hell nah. You better not try and make me get in that water." She said staring at Bright. Bright just laughed.
"I'm serious I'm not going in the ocean."
"Omg. There's two." Finneas said pointing at me and Vanessa.
"What?" I asked in a bitchy tone.
"You both are scared of the ocean." Finneas said.
"I'm not-" we both said at the same time. Laughing as we realized we were doing it.
"I'm not it's what's in the ocean." She finished her sentence. Looking at me.
"Me too."
"Haha funny." Finneas said laughing.
"Let's go I want my gun back." J.T. Said.
"Ok what's the big deal with the guns?" Finneas asked.
"They took them." Dani said.
"Yeah they took my baby." Vanessa said.
"Let's go." Gal said. Well all walked out. As I pulled Vanessa with me to my car.
"I'm stealing her!" I yelled to everyone looking at us.
"Keep her!" Bright screamed back. As Vanessa flipped him off. I just laughed.
"Today is gonna be a long day." She said looking at me as I we got in the car.
"Tell me about it." I said starting my car.

Interviews here I come. And not with the press either.

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