Unwanted Love (book 2) [Ian Gallagher Fanfiction]

Chapter Nine

He chases me with a fast walk.
Everyone was staring at us and guards run to reach him.
One of the guard screams "why is he here? Are you alright?"
I nod "I asked the guards to have a private chat for a project. Thanks for worrying. You can bring him in the cell. Thank you."
I say smiling to the guard and gazing Ian.
"We haven't finished our talk yet." He says wiggling as the guards manages to put handcuffs in.
The guard pushes him to walk.

I walk away in my office and take my head with my hands. Why everything had to be so complicated?

Ian's pov

"Fuck off!" I scream punching the bed. At every punch I give I release my anger that was burning inside me.
"You ok??? what the hell" Drago stares at me confused. He was my first friend, I've became close to him since day one. Everyone has a nickname here. His nickname was draco because he has a huge dragon tattooed on his back and shoulders and because he had blonde hair like Draco from Harry Potter.

My nickname was Phoenix because the day I was caught nobody imagined I would still be alive with all the shoots and the smoke present in that hovel. Such a huge imagination.

Draco leans in and stops me by pushing me against the wall.
"What the hell happened??? Did they find out?" He asks as I try to breah in and out.
"No. It's about me. No need to worry." I go wash my face.

"What happened to you in those days? You're always so irascible and vulnerable. I hardly recognize you." He states quite worried.
"I said it's nothing." I say aloud.
My head was about to explode I don't need someone to piss me off, Eleonora already does enough.

"Look I know you better that I know myself. You're always calm and quite. Something must've  happened. Someone is annoying you? You can tell m-"
I punch the sink interrupting him. And turn around to face him.

Some prisoners start to scream and complain for the chaos I caused. I roll my eyes.

Draco raises his hands as a gesture of trace.
I smile.
"I'm sorry man. There is this girl.. and I had an argument with her. She drives me crazy.."
I say shaking my head.
"Wait wait wait... THE girl?"
I nod.
He opens his mouth in shook.

We called her "the girl" because she was the one and only girl for me in my life. He knows I love her more than I love myself more than my life. Every day I thought of her, she was in my dreams all night and in my mind all day.

Then when months and years passed by her memory faded as well. The love and the passion followed.

So when I finally succeed in putting the memory aside and focusing on my life, or at least what was left of my life, she comes back.
Even if I know damn well we can't stay together, the passion and the love I feel is stronger than ever.

I take a long breath after explaining it to Draco.
He hugs me like if he could understand, but nobody could understand it except me and Eleonora.

"I dunno what she's got so special but damn she is hot as fuck." He says making gestures with her hand.
"How do you know who she is?" I raise an eyebrow.
"She's the therapist right?"
I nod.
He laughs aloud "every time someone names her you become a fucking psycho, I may not be smart but I can see what is obvious."
I scoff and then we laugh simultaneously.

Ele's pov

"Thank you, see you next week." I say and the final patient finally leave.
I lay my face on the desk resting for a few of minutes.
I was so tired of the whole situation and of all the drama. My body was not used to it anymore.

"You look tired, huh?" Asks Andrew caressing my head.
"I'm almost done here. Just give me five minutes and maybe I can bring you out for dinner?" He continues.
Some guard approaches me carring, what looked like an envelope.
"Eleonora? You lost this in the office." He gives me the envelope.
I nod confused and quickly put it in my bag.
That envelope wasn't mine but it must be Ian's or something he wrote for me?
Or else what if someone found out about me and Ian and wanted to threaten me?
My heart starts to be heavy in my breast and my hands start shaking.
I try to take a long breath but my throat dry out at every breath I take.
Andrew was in another room so I quickly open it.

I'm sorry about what happened earlier. I need to talk to you, call me at this number 163569039.
Ian