You're Perfect For Me [M.YG x J.JK]

Pt. 8 : "Did I make a mistake coming here?"

Hey!! I'm back with another chapter, I hope it's up to your standards lol...

I promise I tried.... T-T

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Three months into working with Big Hit Entertainment and although he was still a rookie with not much experience, Yoongi received pay checks worth more than he believed he deserved and most of them went into his savings. He has been thinking about ways he could spend the money that would be beneficial. After a long while of coming back every night to his lonely, dingy apartment with malfunctioning heaters and his creaky bed, Yoongi decided that it would be nice to put his savings to good use by getting himself a better accommodation for starters.

When the thought of a new house crossed his mind, thoughts of Jungkook immediately followed, completely out of his control. Yoongi thought of how lonely it was to come back to a cold, empty and lifeless apartment and how contrastingly wonderful it would be to be able to come back to Jungkook greeting him just like how he always did whenever the older male showed up at his door, welcoming him home into a warm and well-lived in house, Jungkook smiling wide as he welcomed Yoongi home after a long day, eyes crinkling and voice high and breathy.

'God, that'd be a dream come true.' Yoongi thought to himself.

Days passed by in a blur as Yoongi drowned himself in work and all of free time with his sweet boyfriend before ending the day with lying starfish on his bed, blankly staring at the ceiling. Countless thoughts of Jungkook moving in with him occupying his mind as he tried his hardest to push it to the back of his head. It got to a point where that was all he could think about and Yoongi grew restless. Not wanting to entertain his thoughts, he busied himself in his studio even though he was not obligated to, letting himself get lost in making beats during his free time but also unknowingly growing distant with his ever anxious boyfriend, Jungkook.

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It's a rather cloudy summer day, Jungkook has spent a whole week barely having any form of interaction with Yoongi, which was odd. The two met each other almost every day and when they don't, they would talk on the phone at least for a bit. To suddenly have Yoongi stop all interactions with him made Jungkook anxious. Jungkook tried to reach him, sent messages and called but to no avail, his texts were either on read or replied curtly while his calls were more often than not sent to voicemail.

Jungkook tried to stay positive and thought that maybe Yoongi was busy and forgot to tell him about it considering the fact that the elder was quite the workaholic but as days passed without him hearing the male's raspy tone, Jungkook grew wary. He couldn't help but go straight to thinking that he must've done something wrong which lead Yoongi to avoid him.

'Was I too clingy? Too insecure? Maybe I annoyed him by making him see me so often? He's probably really tired with work and I'm not helping by forcing him to be by my side.'

Jungkook saw logic in his thoughts and decided that maybe it would be best if he gave Yoongi some space and time. He did not want the elder to think that he was annoying and would rather not see Yoongi if it meant the elder felt less suffocated in their relationship than push the elder into meeting up with him and potentially ruining what they've built up together.

And that's exactly what Jungkook did. He stopped trying to contact Yoongi as much lest he actually ends up distracting Yoongi from work. Even so, he couldn't stop himself from missing the mint-haired male's presence. When he was in his room painting, he thought of Yoongi breathing on the nape of his neck, always interested in his artworks. When he was alone in the dining room, pushing around the food on his plate, his mind provided him with memories of Yoongi sitting by his side, teasing him and sometimes playfully force feeding him, ghosts of their laughter ringing through the air. Everything he did, Yoongi would cross his mind. It seems that the older male has already registered on his mind as a normal part of his life and that kind of hurts as it was highly possible that Yoongi did not feel the same way.