Broken

"Promise?" Promise.

December 6th, 2014

        I feel myself slipping- falling into his spell as he promises me he'll love me one day.

        I believe him. I feel the warmth of his touch and feel lust. I peer into his soul and find truth. I look into his evergreen eyes and find love. 

        Am I blinded by my own infatuation? 

        I am so scared to fall. What will become of me if I am wrong about him? I've survived worse; this just might kill me, though. 

        "Baby?"

        Yes?

        "I like you so much; just know I'll love you one day."

        Promise?

        "Promise."

        I will hold you to that. I will hang that over your head should you choose to fuck me over. 

        I will remember to keep my guard up for the duration of my short life.

        We only get so many chances in life- I intend to see this chance through. And hopefully overcome the cement walls I create around my heart to protect it from souls like yours.