Determination (GirlxGirl)

18. seperated

Zelda

Only a few hours were left before the full moon, we had not convinced the woman of helping us escape. We had no idea what to do. I cannot imagine being separated again. Being away from my mate for a long time feels utterly awful, I cannot handle it. It is both emotionally and psychically hurtful to be away from her. If Lily had not bit me we would be free now, I would not hurt from being separated from Layla. Why did I mark her? Why did I put her through this with me? How can I be so mindless as to bring my mate into this situation? This could have been prevented if I only thought this through. I will never forgive myself if anything happens with Layla. Maybe they will let her free when they take me, she will have to live without me if I do not find a way out of this.

"Zelda, God your anxiety is so high right now it's overwhelming" Layla comforted me as her fingers brushed my naked skin leaving me with goosebumps all over. We had just shared our love in the form of lovemaking before my thoughts were filled with nervousness and dread.

"I cannot help it my love" I found her hand that had just touched my skin and intervened her fingers with mine and kissed the back of her hand lightly. Layla was the only one who could comfort me in difficult situations, her presence and touch were all I needed to feel better.

Our bond is at its strongest now. There is no doubt that I would shift when the full moon appears.
My magic has yet to appear. I cannot feel it at all, unlike my wolf. 2 hours were now left before the full moon and I hoped to all the gods and goddesses that the security person would not see my transformation, but it was unlikely. He had probably watched Layla and I make love just now. It disgusts me to know that there might be a man watching something as private as this, but I wanted to share my love with Layla before we separate again.

"I wish for children Layla. I want to have a child or two with you, if we get out of here will you want to make a baby with me?" I asked. The thought of children had been coming up a lot in my mind for quite a while, having one with Layla would be an honor.

Layla stared at me for a while before finally speaking "This early? I mean it would be great but we've been together for just a little over 2 years and how would we make a baby?"

I felt bad for wanting to have a child with Layla this early. She was right, we have only been together for a little over two years. I just love her so much and I know I will love her until the day I die so a child will make my life complete. "I can use my magic to put a seed in you so that the child will be from both of us. I know it has only been two years, but I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I have always wanted a child"

"Can we talk about this when we get back home please?" She asked. I felt sad that she did not want to talk about this. Did she not want children? Does she not love me as much as I love her?

"God Zelda, your thoughts are so dark today. Of course I love you with all I have, I just need to think about that whole having children thing" she pressed her lips on mine making me feel a lot better than before. "Thirty minutes left Zelda" she snuggled up into the crock of my neck and kissed it.

"I will attack them if they come inside. They will not kill me so why not try to kill some of them along the way?"

"Zelda, you shouldn't be so casual about killing people. They might have family and friends that love them back home"

"So do we Layla, but they still keep us locked up here like we are some animals. They do not care about us, they care about money so why should I care about them?"

"I guess you're right"

After half an hour I started to feel it. I walked out of bed and stood there. I felt the fur start to grown around my body. My bones slowly change and my teeth getting sharper. It hurt, but not as much as the first time. I felt all my senses become ten times stronger. I could smell, hear, and see everything. I jumped on to the bed, I was so much larger so I took up most of the space in the bed. I laid my head and paws on Layla's lap as she stroked my fur. "I love you Zelda" I heard her whisper. "I love you too"
It did not even take a minute before I heard people outside the door meaning the person who was sitting by the cameras had been watching our every move in that room. Layla and I had a plan that we were going to stay beside the door and wait until the came in. I had to protect Layla so they could not take her and use her to make me go with them.

Someone started to open the door and I started growling. Warning them not to come in. They closed the door again and after a few minutes of waiting, the door finally opened again but this time men with transparent shields came storming into the room and behind them were people with weapons.
I jumped at the people with shields, it was hard to attack them when their shields were in the way. I felt a sting on my back and knew they had shot me with one of those sleeping arrows again. I started to attack the people with weapons, I felt another sting in my back and started to feel sleepy. I bit into someone's throat making them go limb the moment I crunched down. I managed to kill some other people before I, unfortunately, felt too sleepy to do anything. I laid down on the ground and felt another sting in my back. I shut my eyes and the world around me disappeared.

When I woke up again I was back in my human form with a blanket wrapped around me. I had a metal collar around my neck just like the first time I was there, but now I was in a room with a big metal door. It looked quite heavy, probably to assure that I didn't break through it.

"Hello" I heard agent Bitch say from the room. There was no one in there so it must have been some other way they manage to communicate with me.

"We have taken some tests on you. When we have taken all the tests you will be sent to another institute"

I slammed the walls in anger. I will be sent to another place, somewhere unknown and who knows what they might do to me there. "Where is Layla?!" I yelled. I could not feel her at all.

"You have killed nine of my men, five in Alethia and four here. You are a monster, you deserved to be locked up for the rest of your life" I growled the sound I made was not human-like, it had come straight from my wolf.

"Shut up! Where is Layla?!" I tried my hardest to break the collar around my neck, but it was impossible. I had so much anger in me, they had taken me away from my people, separated me with my mate, locking me up in cages, putting metal collars around me, taking tests on me and so much more. I wanted to kill her so badly It is what she deserved.

"God, you're obsessed with that woman"

"She is my mate and my wife, my love for her is endless"

"Yea yea, no need to be so damn cheesy"
I did not know what cheesy meant, but it was probably a bad thing based on her comment.

"Tell me where Layla is right now!" I growled.  I heard a faint laugh and when she finally spoke I felt relieved. My mate was in good hands now. "She is back in Alethia, we have no use for her now"
I was relieved, but it was also a sad moment knowing we were worlds apart from each other. I was in her world and she was in mine, the only time we are separated by worlds like this is when she wants to meet her family. I might be strong now, but the longer I was away from her the worse I would feel. 

I had no choice but to sit down and do nothing. I just had to hope that Layla found a way to get me out of here. It would we wise of her to ask Marceline and Lily for help and I believe she is that wise. 

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Posted 22.05.20

May 22nd, 2020