My Possessive Childish Husband Is A Mafia Boss

Chapter 17

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A few years later....

AXEL POV

Waking up is part of life already but today, I'm hoping that I don't woke up anymore. This is pretty cringe to hear but waking up without her loud voice, her pretty tiny hands banging the door, and her appearance in the morning was already a hell days to me. It's been a years since that incident happened and it's already a years I drowned myself with liqours. I tried to by drinking tons of alcohols just to forget her but damn! It didn't even help. I tried to find her but I couldn't.

There are no days I blamed myself for that incident because it was really my fault. I never told her everything in the very beginning whereas she has the right to know that.

She's my wife, not just on paper.

Agad akong napabalik sa realidad ng biglang bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto.

"Hey," it was mom with a smile plaster on her face as she walks towards me. Nilapag niya ang dalang tray kung saan nandoon ang pagkain. "How are you?"

I smiled bitterly at her. Ramdam kung nag-iinit ang gilid ng mata ko hudyat na umiiyak na naman ako, I didn't stop it. Hinayaan kung lumandas sa pisngi ko.

I may look like a fvcking gay but I don't fvcking care. I burst my heartaches and loneliness infront of my own mother. Hell, I act like a cold beast outside the world but here I am crying and begging for her to come back.

"I miss her."

"Shh...it's ok. Makalimutan mo rin siya." sabi ni mom na ikinabitaw ko sa pagkakayakap.

"I won't do it mom. Siya lang ang babaeng minahal ko."

"Sometimes love sucks. Kung ayaw mo talaga siyang kalimutan, why not finding her? Track her and follow her.... But always remember son, kapag nakapasok kana sa palasyo ng pag-ibig dapat ready ka sa mga consequence na haharapin mo---ninyo... Let's just say, you two separated today but without your consciousness she came back. What if that was just the first trial that cupid plan? Paano kung meron pa palang mas malala dun? So be ready son. I know you can do it pero sa pangalan ng pag-ibig alam kung kahinaan mo yan pero huwag mong tanggapin na kahinaan mo yun. Learn to fight back." mahabang sabi ni mom na ikinatango ko nalang.

"Thank you, mommy." sabi ko tsaka yumakap sa kaniya, ramdam ko pang natawa siya habang hinagod ang likod ko.

"Ang pangit mong umiyak, anak." sabi niya tsaka bumitaw sa pagkakayakap, hinawakan niya ang magkabilang pisngi ko. "I am your mother and that's what mother do, to confort and to stay in her son's side every downfall." masuyo niyang sabi tsaka mahinang pinisil ang pisngi ko. "Eat your breakfast kasi mamasyal tayo." dagdag niya na ikinatango ko tsaka ngumiti ng pilit.

Pinanood ko lang siyang lumabas sa kwarto ko. At ng maiwan akong mag-isa ay napabuntong-hininga nalang ako.

Mom was right kailangan kung magpatatag sa mga hamon na haharapin namin. Hahayaan muna kita sa ngayon maddison mag-gi-gym muna ako kasi kakalabanin ko si cupid. Hand to hand combat kami.

HABANG namamasyal kami ni mommy ay busy rin ako sa pagmamasid kasi ramdam kung parang may nakasunod sa amin o ano. Pero hindi ako nagpapaapekto dun, kada-hakbang ko ay siya ring pagmasid ko ng paligid. I remain myself expressionless.

Nagtungo naman ako sa men's section tsaka pumili ng damit hanggang sa mahagilap ko yung babaeng nakasakay sa motor na all black ang outfit. Babae, kasi makikita ko sa kurba ng katawan nito and guess what ang sexy niya----mabilis akong umiling, loyal ako sa honeybunch ko.