yo hi so obviously I haven't updated in a while and i'm v v sorry but i've been super busy and exam week is like this week but after that will be holiday so hopefully I'll be writing more,
so anyway enjoy xx
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It's been a week louis thinks, a fucking week since harry kissed him and ran off, now he doesn't really know what to do. Louis' life consisted of sitting in a fucking office and answering the phone whenever someone called just to talk about money and louis was really really sick of it. Liam hasn't gotten any better since last week at the party and louis was seriously getting worried because liam was his best mate, he can't feel bad.
So he calls liam up, and liam hesitantly agrees which got louis pacing around the house because liam wasn't the hesitant type.
"Louis, open the fucking door or I'll kick it down I swear it." Louis shoots straight up from the sofa where he fell asleep. And he thinks even if you shot down the door, I have enough money to buy a new one but that's mean so louis stops thinking and opens the door.
"You mother fuck-"
"Hey hey hey, li, slow down. What happened?" He let liam in as he slowly backs away from a very angry and irritated liam.
"I can't take it anymore lou." And suddenly the whole air shifted. Liam became a small boy who looked so helpless and in need of some comfort that louis literally couldn't stand the sight.
"Li..." Louis slowly approached but liam just crawled away to the end of the living room and slowly slid down a wall situated in the corner.
"Don't." Liam croaked, and louis swore his heart fell to the fucking ground.
"Li please don't blo-"
"No! Stop! Please! Please stop fucking talking, everyone needs to shut up! I can't I really can't! Everyone is - fuck stop please!!" Liam squeaked as he crumbled into 500 different pieces.
"Okay, it's all okay li. I'm here, louis louis louis is here."
"Louis louis louis." Liam breathed out.
"Yeah that's right." The thing that louis forgot to mention was that sometimes liam had panic attacks because of his minor OCD case, and 'louis louis louis' was always a safe house for liam.
So louis slowly approached the corner, of cource, careful not to touch liam but close enough so liam knew there was someone there for him.
"Lou." Liam managed to squeak out before his tears started flowing and his body began trembling and all louis could do was sit beside him and slowly and carefully rock him back and forth.
"You'll be okay li, it's louis louis louis."
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November 11th, 2022
3:32pm//
Dear louis,
How are you? I know you can't write back but It's worth asking. I know you're bored to death so why don't you go to the gym or the pool, I mean you have all of that in your mansion, don't get overly bored though, people do shit stuff when they're bored and now that I mention 'bored', isn't it just a weird word? Oh hell what's wrong with me. You'll get used to this I promise.
Read the next one in 2 days. Get some rest. x
Weirdly yours,
Harry x
Why isn't future harry telling louis anything about present harry, it's annoying the shit out of him and he really just wants to know where harry is and what he's doing, and what he's thinking, how he's talking. Fuck louis thought. I'm head over heels for this shit.
So louis blasts The Fray throughout his house and dances while he thinks about harry, he thinks about his electric green eyes and how he feels like tearing out the color and gluing it everywhere around his house. He thinks about harrys' stupid dimples and twirl inward and make his smile even more appealing, he thinks about the curls that get in harrys face when he walks and how he even puts gel on it. And fuck harry is just too perfect, too unreal, he wants harry, he does.
And surprisingly enough that special someone decided to knock on his door.
"Harry?" Louis squeaks in surprise when he opens the door and when harry lifts his head, that's when louis' heart sinks to beneath the bottom of the ocean; and louis knows that mankind hasn't discovered the bottom yet but louis is pretty sure that he just sunk there.
"I'm sorry, shit I shouldn't be here."
"No! Uhum I mean it's alright." Louis bites his lip and lets harry slowly step inside.
"How did you find me?" Louis asked curiously as harry slowly walked around the mansion observing it.
"I asked niall."
"Oh."
"Yeah." Harry breathed out.
"One question." Louis spoke.
"Yes?"
"Why are you crying and why the fuck is your face bruised?"
YOU ARE READING
Letters // larry a.u.
Fanfiction“Letters left for you Mr.Tomlinson.” “From who?” “Harry styles, I presume sir.” “Never heard of him, but I’ll read them. Thank you.” ____________________________________ In which Harry from the future sends Louis letters who's from the present.
