Letters // larry a.u.

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I'm sick and coughing like hell so this might have loads of errors, have fun reading though x 

Oh AND ALSo MY NEW STORY IS UP CALLED "THOUGHTS" I'D APPRECIATE IT IF YOU WOULD GO CHECK IT OUT x 

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Louis woke up scared, not only did he have a bad dream but harry was beside him, in his boxers. And louis thought things couldn't possible get worse. 

But they did because harry was slowly stirring awake at the exact same moment.

Louis was very aware that harry was drunk last night, and so he wouldn't remember much, and that obviously harry would get mad because he was in his boxers, in louis' fucking bed. So louis slowly and quietly stood up and got out of bed but he didn't make it far before harry called out his name.

"Shit." Louis muttered under his breath and moved a step forward towards the bed. 

"Yes harry?" 

"Don't bother running away, I remember last night. I'm not mad." Harry quietly spoke, and louis finally let out a sigh because he was so damn scared. 

"Right, of course, um, want something?" Louis stuttered. Knowing that harry had a hangover he would probably want a glass of orange juice or something. 

"Water or anything really, I have a headache." 

"Yeah I thought so, I'll give you a pill for that too." 

"I'd appreciate that, thank you." Harry slowly muttered and buried his head back into the pillow, leaving louis slowly to go out to the kitchen, ignoring his staff, and getting out some medicine out of the cabinet. 

The whole time while he was filling water into a glass, louis' mind was filled with shit what am I going to do now fuck fuck fuck.

Louis wanted harry and him to be in a relationship but what harry said yesterday burned into his heart and he wasn't sure if harry wanted the same thing, and that hurt. He desperatly wanted to talk to harry about it, but harry was not in the mood obviously since he was hungover, so louis thought he'd leave it alone for a little more. 

He went upstairs and saw harry looking at twitter and a few more things on his phone, he slowly stepped in and harry immediately looked up. Louis' heart fails to keep beating because harry was crying, and he hated when harry's beautiful green eyes turned red, and how his beautiful lips turn into a pout. So louis sets everything down as fast as possible; he even considered tossing it all on the floor but he couldn't fathom the thought of harry crying more because of a broken glass. So he gently sets it down and climbs onto bed. 

The moment he gets settled beside harry, harry had his face buried in louis' neck. Louis painfully gulped as harry sobbed hard into his neck, trembling and heavy breathing. Louis slowly settles one hand on harrys neck and one across his waist, he knew harry so well by now that he knew when he rubbed his neck, he would slowly calm down. So he did just that, shushing him a little and whispering that it will all be okay, whatever it was. 

"It hurts lou, so much." Harry winced and cried even more, louis had no clue, he didn't know what was going on. Slowly and carefully he pushes harry back a little so he could see his face, even if harry crying breaks his heart into ten million pieces. He needed to be strong for harry right now.

"Tell me what is hurting baby." Louis slowly says and caresses harry's cheek with his thumb. Still cradling harrys' face in his hands.

"My heart."

"Why?" Still carefully massaging harrys' neck.

"For many different reasons, you are one."

"Oh."

"I want you so much-"

"Me too."

"But," And louis sighs, of course there is a but.

"I'm sorry louis, I just don't want to break your heart, and I'm already in pieces. I can't afford to break more, and love breaks you, it does." 

"I know harry, but I think this is different. I feel like we are meant to be, I am the earth and you are my sun. I need you in my life, it's so hard to explain but I just need you. Without you I can barely function, it's like there's never enough time, as if when I'm not with you, I'm not breathing and with you I can breathe again, so that's why I'm so snappy and fast because I need time with you. So so much time." Louis breathlessly says, still cradling harry like before. Loving how harrys' eyes are sparkling. 

"Okay."

"What?"

"Alright, be mine? god fuc-" And before harry could finish his sentence, louis' lips were already on his. 

"Yes." Louis slowly mumbles into the kiss.

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December 3rd, 2022
1:22am//

Thank you. 

Thank you for being my universe.

Truly yours,

Harry x

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Dedication: @ styleskidd, thank you for always commenting and voting it means so so much! It always makes me want to write more so thank you!x