Letters // larry a.u.

nine

Vote if you louis' voice melts your soul k bye !!

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They were so close, louis didn't think he could hear his own heart beating. This is was too much for him, everything he wanted in his life was to feel, and right now he was feeling everything. Everything.

"Louis." Harry slowly breathed out, careful not to move an inch because he loved being this close to louis, he thought it was almost impossible to love a feeling this much. Louis didn't know what to answer, to say his name? To move away?

None of them said a word, louis feels as if an hour or two has passed away with them just staring into each others eyes. He couldn't decipher whether harrys' eyes represented the stars or the galaxy because they held so much, and yet louis wanted to explore them; wanted to see what they have seen, and what they have felt.

Louis wanted harry so much that his heart would keep clenching and un-clenching while thinking of him.

They still haven't moved a bit, and harry is beginning to look away, but all louis did was put his hand on harrys right cheek and move it back. Louis could see a small freckle beside harrys nose and how some of his curly hair was falling over his forehead.

Harry moved even closer, and now their noses were touching again.

Louis' heart was thumping so much, he swore that his head could've burst a vein or something. But oh god even if his head exploded, it wouldn't matter because harrys lips were on his.

It was a small peck at first until harry delicately swiped his tongue against louis' bottom lip. Louis immediately allowed harrys' tongue into his mouth. And oh god harry kissed him so delicately louis thought he was going to break, he felt as if he was a porcelain doll and harry was cradling him slowly so he wouldn't fall and break. Harrys' body framed louis' petite little body, and caressed louis' cheeks the whole time he kept kissing and nibbling on his lips.

It was all slow, and louis wished he could freeze time and stay here forever because he loved harrys' lips. How they felt against his, he loved every second of it and louis thought he would break if he stopped kissing harry. So he didn't, he pressed his body even harder against harrys' and gently laid down on the sofa with harry slowly climbing to fit in between louis' legs.

There was no lust in their kisses, it was passion and love. And louis wanted to feel everything, he wanted to feel everything harry could give him.

But before he could truly feel everything, harry stopped him.

"Lou, louis, lou. Fuck. I."

"Harry."

"I have to go." Harry started getting up from the couch and louis grabbed his arms, standing up as well.

Slowly but gently he kisses harry again.

"I fear life, but please, please, don't make me fear the idea of us." And with that he let harry leave.

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Louis didn't flinch when he heard the front door being opened and slow foot steps were heard climbing up the stairs, he knew it was harry.

"Louis!" Harry shouted slowly laughing. By the way harry is acting louis was thinking that harry was probably drunk off his ass.

Slowly louis made his way out of his room just to see harry sitting crossed legged right in front of his door.

"Oh hey harry."

"Louis, I shouldn't have left baby..."

"Harry you're drunk, come on go to bed." Louis said trying to lift harry a bit.

"I love kissing you, and I love your face, and your eyes, and your body, and lou..." Harry whined on and louis just rolled his eyes and crossed his arms on his chest.

"Yeah yeah, get up harry."

"Wanna sleep with you." Harry quickly mumbled, and louis couldn't quite catch it.

"What?"

"Wanna. sleep. with. you."

"Alright fine, now get up." Louis reminded him, as he slowly got up gripping the wall.

Getting into louis' room harry immediately takes of his skinny jeans and his shirt, making louis stare longingly at his muscular back.

"I sleep naked by the way." Harry mumbled and took of his boxers, due to the dark louis couldn't see much and right now he was quite glad for that.

"Hey hey hey, my room, my rules. Put your boxers back on. Please." Louis begged staring at harry as he adorably huffs and puts them back on.

"Un-comfy though." He whines like a three year old but gets in bed anyways.

Louis slowly strips to his boxers as well and lays down in bed beside harry. Harry is to the wall and louis is close to falling off the bed because harry makes him really fucking nervous.

"Lou, you're going to fall off the bed. C'mere." Harry coos and louis slowly moves closer to harry, his back still facing harry.

They were both starting to drift off but just before louis fully falls into his dreams something harry said caught his attention.

"Don't fear life louis, it can never break you. But I can, relationships can, love can."

And with that, the only dreams that haunt louis are the idea of him and harry.

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Dedication: For the lovely enchantedlarry , thank you for supporting my story. You're an inspiration. Lots of love. x