The Blazing Wolves MC

Chapter Eight

“Luna Gia! Come sit with me.” I spin around to where Bri is sitting on the couch and notice that the male is gone. Making my way to her, I see Valerie exit a bedroom at the other end of the hallway, thankfully not near Edric’s office. She smirks at me before she fixes her tits and struts her slutty ass outside.

Dumb bitch.

Brianna follows my line of sight and rolls her eyes. “Ugh, she is so desperate and disgusting. She has been here for just over two years and she tried for a year and a half to get into Alpha Edric’s pants before one drunken night, he just gave into her, or so I've been told. I know you would probably want to hear it from him or not at all, but I want you to have some time to cool off so you don’t get pissed at him for something that first happened over six months ago. I don't think that he has been with anyone else from the club besides her.”

I groan as I plop down beside her. “I believe you Bri but it just sucks, ya know? I waited for my mate for twenty six years and grew up dreaming about how our first meeting would go. Never did I expect to find him fucking some slut while I was on the run from a mentally unstable Alpha. I know I will forgive him sooner than I would like, but it’s still so fresh in my mind."

Releasing a tension filled sigh, I continue letting my thoughts flow out of my mouth. "I’m trying to forget that bitch screaming out his name as he fucked her, but unfortunately it’s not that easy and it doesn't help that the female walks around like she owns the fucking place. The bond is not making it any easier for me to resist that fine asshole either, which really sucks. I planned on making him suffer for at least a month or two. I don’t even know if I will last a week! And don’t even get me started on my wolf! That female is all for jumping our male already!”

I lean forward and put my forehead in my cupped hands. Shaking my head back and forth, I mumble more to myself than Bri. “I don’t know what I’m going to do anymore. Maybe I should just take it one day at a time and stop worrying about anything except for the here and now. Let him make it up to me like he promised he would. My heat will be here in about a month and I still have yet to decide whether I should let him fuck me into oblivion or just get someone to knock my ass out. You guys do carry the serum needed for mateless she-wolves right?"

Bri’s manicured fingers grab my hands and she slants her body towards me, pulling my hands so I have no choice but to turn and face her as well.

“Luna, I know you’re still hurting and it is all so fresh for you, but I want you to know that even though we walked in on what we did, he isn’t the manwhore you think he is. Trust me, clubwhores don’t keep their mouths shut. No pun intended. If he would have fucked more than just Valerie, I would know about it and I would tell you. He has been alone for a long time and I am not saying that as a way out for him, but what he did before he knew you, shouldn’t be held against him.”

“I know Bri and I hear you, I do. I don’t hold the fact that he fucked her however many times before he met me over his head. Even though it hurts that he didn’t wait for me, I won’t make us both suffer because of it. It’s the fact that I pretty much walked in on him fucking her in that moment, that is bothering me. I would have rather remained oblivious to how he sounds when he is with another female or how he can make someone other than me orgasm, than hear what we did, ya know?”

Releasing a deep sigh she nods her head. “I get it. I would be the same way if the female my mate banged before he met me came strutting out of the room after he just blew her mind. I just see how much my Alpha adores you already and I just want you both to be happy.”

"And we will be, but until then, I just need him to be patient and think about the position I'm in. My heart has not had any time to heal at all as it's been a whirlwind of emotions since I have met him. I need time to get used to the fact that the bitch lives here, her screams of pleasure have to evaporate from my mind and that won't happen within a few days."