⚠️ 𝑯𝑰𝑨𝑻𝑼𝑺 ⚠️ 𝒅𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚 | 𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐡𝐰𝐚

𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏

january 20th 2020

dear diary,

i know i haven't been updating for the past week, but at lot had been going on.

1. wooyoung and san
2. my dad
3. my brother
4. i visited my grandmother
5. school
6. hawon
7. san

let me explain before i tell you about my day.

1. i was still crying about wooyoung and san dating. luckily, i've had my brother, mum, dad and hawon to help me get through it all.

2. my dad came back from his business trip after two months. i missed him so we hung out a lot and caught each other up on our lives because we both clearly had a lot to say.

3. my brother wasn't staying at his dorm last week (he went back this morning) and we spent time with each other.

4. as i said in chapter one, i want to spend more time with my grandma. i go to her house everyday friday afternoon to sunday morning.

5. school started again last week and one of my resolutions was to study well. i write a lot of notes in school and look over them after school. i'm proud :D .

6. i've been spending time with hawon because he wanted to help me get over san (yunho told him about my crush on san). maybe it worked, maybe it didn't. we'll see :) .

7. me and san are still best friends. he doesn't know about my crush on him. i've managed to keep everything quiet and we still get along well.

now that i've caught you up, let's talk about today.

it was wild.

we had people come in today and talk to us about college and uni, so we can prepare ourselves.

of course, the two people had to be hawon and my brother.

it was nice to see familiar faces. for me, anyways. san didn't look too happy.

was it because i didn't tell him my brother was here? or because of hawon?

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"sannie!" seonghwa cheered, as he watched san run laps on the school's football pitch, watching from the bleachers.

after a few more laps, san came running back to seonghwa and they went to their first lesson together.

they usually did this every morning. san running laps; seonghwa watching.

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"i want you to behave well," the teacher began. they were expecting visitors from universities and colleges to get an insight of what the future will be like.

"come in," he mentioned for the visitors to come in.

the class began to clap for the visitors when a gasp could be heard from the back of the classroom. seonghwa noticed hawon and his brother as they walked into the room.

interesting.

"hi guys, my name is hawon and i'm in university. i won't be here to talk about my major and minor but rather how i make money in order to have a stable life," he greeted. he shot seonghwa a glance and all the younger could do was smile.

the class president raised his hand, "what job do you have?"

"i'm a bartender," some 'oohs' could be heard, "it might not seem like the best job but if it helps me earn money, it's good enough."

after a small discussion, the class ended and it was lunch.

seonghwa's brother went back home and hawon stayed to have lunch with seonghwa.

"seonghw- why's he here?" san asked, "no offense, i just need to talk to you in private."

hawon went to sit with yunho, seeing as he was a familiar face, and san went to talk to seonghwa.

"are you guys dating?" san asked, eyes darting between seonghwa's and the door of the bathroom they ran into.

"no? he just wanted to stay for lunch. is that what you wanted to tell me?" seonghwa walked towards the door but san grabbed him back.

"no, ugh, i don't know how to say this," san mumbled, but seonghwa heard.

"say what?" seonghwa questioned.

"the author was really bad writer's block but this whole book will be edited soon. it's only january but she cba to make me confess to you in june. i broke up with wooyoung because i like you. i really like you. and there will most likely be a sequel to this book," san blurted out.

"i like you too, san. i'll probably confess to you properly after this is edited but i want you to know that i really like you."

short chapter bc writer's block. i'll be editing and writing new chapters for a looong time. this book would be finished by august if i'm quick.