2gether The Series : Prince Sarawat, The Introvert

Part 5: White Omo Donation

Sarawat POV

I laid on my bed.

I saw at my watch, it has been 1 AM. But, my eyes were still widened. I couldn't close it even for a while although I want to. I was actually tired.

I admitted myself that I am ignorant. When any competition for the most ignorance people on the earth, I must be the best ten. I am the king on it. Possibly, all people around me must be annoyed by my personality. I tried to avoid people.

But, when I becomes so care about someone, then it will make me die. My super detail mind will force my brain to work all the time to find out every single detail about what I wanted to. Even for smallest thing. The more I want to try to ignore it, then my curious brain will be overflowed with curious hormone. It will never stop.

Then, this time, I am in that stage.

It is about Tine.

The first time I saw him entered my home, something inside me was pounding. Then, his clumsy act. His ridiculous sign language. His curiosity about guitar. Seems like train of stimulus to my brain, flooded. Then, after he bumped to my car, I thought that I have been definitely locked by him. My mind couldn't be escaped from him. Stronger I tried, then stronger my mind to think about him.

Possibly, it became anxiety. But, when I think deeper, then he must be serotonin.

*serotonin: one of happiness hormone

I have ever read about book. It was said that sometime easier to think about than try to ignore it. Then, should I keep thinking about Tine?

I am tired with my guitar, actually I played since this evening to distract my mind. But, it was fail. Then, I put it on the bag. I walked to the kitchen for getting something from the fridge. I screened everything in it, looking from one shelf to another. Same as before, ended to pick some water.

When I wanted to close the fridge's door, I saw the sleeping pill. Tine talked about that and I shouted at him. I took that. I brought it to my room. I just look at it.

Lately, it became my savior. It help me sleeping well. But, this time I wouldn't take it. Because of Tine? "Nope", I suggested myself. I was just exaggerating if I made him as reason. I smiled by myself. But, I also didn't know. Possibly it because of him. I admitted.

Frankly, I wanted him to be sticky on me.

I scratched my head, I rolled myself on the bed for a while like a crazy. But, suddenly I got Line. I just connected to a few contact, so it must be someone who I knew.

"Sleep?", Man asked me from another line.

"Yes"

"You must be in the next level, replying message while sleeping"

"^_^"

"Have a trouble of sleeping again?"

"IDK"

*IDK: I don't know

"Do you need another doctor to be visited?", he understood that I have sleeping trouble. He is the one who suggested me to visit the doctor before.

"No need", I refused him.

"Something happen?"

"Nope"

"Just tell me"

"Don't be nosy, Man"

"I do. As I and Boss suspected that something happened"