silver and gold│j.hs ✔

☼ xviii

four days later, hoseok still wasn't home.

i was always worried.
every minute.
i always wondered where he went.
if he was doing okay.

if he will come back home.

i promised myself i won't cry.
but that night as i lay down alone on my bed, i couldn't prevent the tears that fell to my cheeks.

my bed feels so cold.
i feel so cold.
so much alone.

i've been alone almost all my life.
but this is the first time that i felt the pain of being alone.