The Line (discontinued)

turn the light off

the silence was suffocating allowing my thoughts to dance around ,thoughts i wish i played no mind too leaning against on the kitchen contour  i watched as the sky slowly filled with light as birds sung to one another usually i would be outside snuggled watching as justice and karma play around but this time it just seemed to much effort 

''hey'' turning i watched as he stumbled over to the fridge his loose fitted pj bottoms pooling a little at his bare feet ''hey'' i answered back with just as much enthusiasm as he sighed deeply like my voice tired him i watched as the muscles in his toned back tense up face hidden in the fridge ''i think we should talk'' he  insisted softly closing the fridge

 as justice raced over to see if she would get a treat but i just shook my head my turn to sigh ''no, i...everytime we talk..it turns into shouting and i'm just...im too tired okay'' i waved him off turning to head to our room before changing my mind walking to my office 

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i don't know what to do and i hate it,i hate this box im forcing my self into,i love ethan it should be that simple but its not i had flews so many flaws and he loved them like they were just freckles on my face but  I  never really understood The way he laid his eyes on me, ways that no one ever could the kindness and understanding so foreign

 i flinch away yet there's time i can see it in the way i don't cry at supposed death scenes or how i barely flinch as a killer on tv brutally guts a character the look in his eyes the way he watches me like he didn't know whose sat next to him,whose laying beside him  im not a good person yet he seems to always holding on this rope made of hope and it...

''sirena?'' pops voice woke me from my daze of staring at the blood pubble beside a security guards head who laid on the floor next to the bank bolt door that was opened ''you okay?'' he questioned moving closer as the team walk into the bank bolt ''hmm yeah'' i tried to smile but even that left like the hardest thing to do seeing his unwavering stance i waved him off ''i'll tell you later okay'' realising i snapped i tried again to smile but it came across more like  grimace ''All right, where are we at so far?''  pops questions 

as the team huddle together slightly '' The four guards are dead, and one guy's wounded.''jay informed us looking around i tried to focus ''so how much did they take then''this time i question ''Eight million in cash. '' lindsey reads from the note pad ,hmm that's not a lot  pops gave a slight whistle at the total ''International currency shipment from Nagano, Japan, headed down to the federal reserve on Lasalle.They cleared customs fine, and then the money came here to be loaded onto an armored car.'' she added,clever,

''Can the survivor tell us anything?'' new girl question to be honest i forgot her name ''Yeah. The one guy that's stable is Lukas Perko. He's the warehouse manager'' jay pointed to the guy sat in a chair getting checked by a nurse '' and Eric Gonzalez, head of security.'' he nodded just over pops shoulder ''All right, you grab him. We'll talk to Perko'' pops ordered as him,me and antonio walked over to  Lukas Perko 

''How you doing?'' antonio questioned ,not being funny but how does it look like hes doing ant?, luckily i was too tried to let the words leave my lips ''I..i don't know. They say it's a through and through.'' the guy rasped looking slightly panicked ah i remember the first time i was shot  ''Hey, can you give us a minute? '' i asked of the nurse who was fished bandaging him  ''Yes, ma'am'' she complied getting up '' . Thank you'' i thanked her before tuning back to our perp

 ''What'd you see?'' pops questioned '' four of 'em. Black hoodie, masks, dark shades, bandanas.'' great that's helpful '' They lit the place up, man. It all happened just like... [snaps fingers] that.''he winced yeah i wouldn't be trying to snap your fingers like that again i mentally scolded him ''and where were you when they came in?'' pops questioned him '' I was in the john, and I come runnin' out.'' he Panted out as the three off s shared a look ,thats convenient