Suicide is always an option, of course. But what he said was true. Suicide is for weak people who's afraid of something, its the way to escape from the painful reality that is full of hatred and judgemental society and the consequences was... No turning back, once you did a decision you should accept the consequences whatever it may be.
The light at the ceiling awakes your deep slumber. Your eyes roam at the every corner of the room you're in.
Expensive paintings are hanging on the wall, a luxurious nightstand at your right side and a few furnitures are placed properly. At its left position there's a door near the walk-in closet, which was the bathroom. The view amazed you, it was beautiful.
But what confused you the most is there's a fairy tale book on the nightstand. Weird but it reminds you alot of your childhood memories.
When you're a child that was your favorite book but you don't believe on fairy tales now because that was just created by imaginations, all of it was unreal.
The agonist will always win in the end and they will live happily ever after. That's not true.
'If there's a happy ending, then why does my Mom and Dad breaking apart?'
They loved each other like what's happening on fairytale, you played in your house and dance like king with his only queen and two princesses. But little did you know that he had a two queens. Your family was not happy and the house which you and your family used to call as 'our castle.' was fraught with sadness.
You glance at the book and sigh.
You try to reach it but you fell down on the hard floor, groaning because your back ached.
You sat up grab the book but a piece of paper slip so you pick it up and put it back but your curiosity is betraying you.
Opening the short letter, you almost gasp and laugh because of the handwriting, it was ridiculous. The penmanship is like written by a Grade school student.
My princess,
I loved you since we're kids but I can't tell it to you because you always pushed me away. I hate it when you isolated yourself from people who wants to be friends with you, fearing to get hurt again. It pains me alot. And that day I didn't wanna leave your side because I need you more than you need me. But here I am packing my luggages, preparing to go abroad to attend school. Please don't be sad. I will be gone for a few years but I will come back and save you again. I'll promise that.
▪️From; Kim Taehyung.▪️
-12•9•04-
"He will save her? For what? The girl must be lucky." You nod and put the letter back to the book, placing it on top of the table. Sitting at the edge of the bed and looking at the door---. It suddenly swung open, showing the man with his all white set-up.
His pale skin was blending with his clothes but his dark colored eyes look tired and hair was a bit messy, touching down his forehead. If he doesn't have those tired eyes. You've must mistaken him as an angel. You finally saw his face. He's gorgeous.
"How are you feeling?" You don't speak any word and stare at him flashing a deadpan look. "Where am I?" So instead of answering you reply him with your question. He scratch his nape and look down.
Oh my goodness.
Based on the smell of the bedsheets you can tell than you're inside a guy's room.
'A guy. His room---oh man I'm inside a guy's room for heaven's sake.'
Your eyes went wide open as you gasp holding your mouth agape. He look up waving his hands in front of your face, nervously. "No. That's not what you're thinking. You're completely wrong--- I didn't take advantage of you. I really don't." He explained like a fast rapper with his weird hand gestures.
No word came up to both you. That's not what you mean. You feel shock and embarrass because you slept in his room. Inshort, you slept inside a house of a total stranger.

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Fanfiction"I loved you then. I love you now and I'll keep on loving you until you're no longer in my arms."--Kim Taehyung