PERFECTLY IMPERFECT || KTHxREADER

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You sniff and take a deep audible breath. The wind was fanning your whole body and the coldness gives you goosebumps and shivers down your spine. Beholding the perfect view of the river was one of the greatest moment that you'll never forget.

You smile and wipe away your tears. "I'm sorry but loving myself is a failure." You look down and let out the tears while kicking the small stones. "I'm sorry." You gather all your courage and sigh heavily, lifting your feet and letting yourself fall into the watercourse.

"Stop!"Someone shouts for behind. His voice was unfamiliar.

It was too late.

You jumped already but why does it feels like you're floating?

Your eyes flew open and look down. The numbness was gone and you can feel a strong pair of hand wrapped tightly gripping your right hand. A bolt of electricity runs to your arms.

Realization hits you and shock when you look down seeing the river. "No." You whisper and sniff while look to him with pleading eyes. "Just let me." You tell in a whisper but he shook his head and tighten his grasp that will surely leave a bruises on your skin.

Your tired so you let yourself to be pulled by him and he succeeded.

You don't know if you'll thank him or blame him because he ruin what you're going to do. Your mind was still occupied and you don't know what to say as if you're having a mental block.

You cruelly take away your hand from his grasp. You look at his eyes. A remain tears are visible on his eyes but you can't clearly see his face because he's wearing a facemask. "What?!" You whine. "You don't have to yell at me I can hear you just fine." He said

"Get lost!" You scream on the top of your lungs. You're startled when a soft kind of fabric suddenly wraps your shoulders which you didn't expect. You don't need his pity. But it somehow feels good to have someone in your side at this moment.

"Why are doing this? Can't you see this bloodstains covering my hands? I'm a bad person and everyone should avoid me. Why can't you get that?" Your voice crack.

'He reminds me of someone.' You thought.

You're pushing him away but he didn't even move a muscle.

"You're wrong." He whispered. His voice was gentle and calming.

The coldness of the air fades, feels like you're in someone's tight embrace.

You almost fell down with your trembling knees and once again you felt his warm hands holding your arms and waist supporting you to stand up. You let him hold you because honestly you can't handle yourself because your whole body feels weak.

You hate this feeling, being weak.

You hate to admit it but you can't handle it anymore. The pain is too much.

You lost balance and totally fell down touching the cold cement and to your surprise he bend down to your level.

You can precisely see his angelic face. His eyes locks into yours, feeling like he's talking to you telepathically. His eyes are full of sorrow as he stares at your soul. You can see worries in his eyes and that was quite confusing. "Remember that many people who's fighting to live because they treasure life. God also gave us shoulders, bear that in mind." His words are like a chimes. Full of melancholy giving you a chills and butterfly inside your lower abdomen.

You never experienced this kind of sensation and your so clueless about it. He gives you an unexplainable feeling that's confusing and heart melting at the same time.

The sight in front of you is spinning. Your vision turns black and all I can remember is...

Your head lands against his broad shoulders and his warm touch was laid on your cheeks.

A/N;

Triple update!

I was feeling weird abt this story because it was full of angst and I'm not used to it, srsly. But I keep on trying ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Btw, I just finished watching BangBangCon and KYAHHHH! My heart is OH MY GOD!

Mom keeps ruining my moment, she requests me to do this and that. But its alright!

Amiii! How was your experience during BangBangCon? (灬º‿º灬)♡

I wanna know╰(＾3＾)╯

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