PERFECTLY IMPERFECT || KTHxREADER

IV

"Are you hungry?" He ask out of nowhere.

That's the time you feel your stomach grumbling. "Yes." You answer almost out of words.

He lend his hand to help you get up but when you're about to grab his hand, he suddenly lean closer to remove the blanket making your heart pound inside your chest. His face and yours was only an inch from each other and his manly scent awakens your senses. You look away and blink a few times and look at---.

"W-What's this?" Stammering when you saw your wounds are full of bandages and patches. He did all of this? That made your heart flutter. He put all those bandages carefully without making you awake.

He guide you to the dining table and turn around to make a food. "Do you want something else to eat?" Your mind was occupied with negative thoughts so it's hard for you to respond.

You wonder if they're finding you or they really don't care. Your thoughts vanished when he sigh and say. "If you want peace of mind then stop fighting with your thoughts." His voice was full of encouragement.

'Other people said that to me but I'm always shrugging it off, but this time... If it's him, then I'll try.'

He sit across while tapping his index finger to the table. "I know there's something bothering you." His calm voice send shivers down your spine.

At that present moment you feel an inexplicable euphoria. You're glad that someone's concern about what you are feeling but what ridiculous is those concerns was from a perfect stranger.

It makes you confuse because he speaks like he know you very well.

You sigh. "I'm thinking how to repay you." A lie. But that was the other thing that you will do when you finally resolve your family issues. "I don't need anything in exchange. It's perfectly fine." He smile, a heart stopping one.

The boiling sound breaks the deafening silence. In just a few minutes you saw him wearing an apron while holding a bowl in his both hands.

You start eating.

You nearly choke when you caught him staring. "You know I'm trying to avoid this topic but it can't get out of my mind." A furrow flash across his face. "Why are you trying to commit suicide?" He ask.

"None of your business." You speak bluntly. "Is it about love? Crushes?" His face looks kinda funny because of those disgusted face of him. "People nowadays." He sigh and shove a spoon full of his food. You chuckle. "It's about family. And what made you think that I'll give a shit and take my only life just because of crushes?" You asked sarcastically. "I almost killed my father. I stabbed him. What did you expect me to do?" Your chest hurts due to strong pain the moment you utter the first sentence.

"I can't believe that it happened this far." He whisper underneath his breath. "Are you saying anything?" You ask and he shrug.