all about luv || monsta x

play it cool || jookyun

„i'm addicted to right now"

j o o h e o n

i am scared that this is our last evening like this together.
i am scared of what the company will say.
i am scared that we need to end everything.
why are idols allowed if its a man and a woman.
why cant a man date a man?
why cant a woman date a woman?
its not fair, we just love each other, but its forbidden.
it could bring a bad light to the band.
many peolpe wont approve it.
but cant we just be happy together?
im acting cool, not letting the other members, especially you, how much it hurts.
i dont want you to be hurt from seeing me hurt.
you shouldnt be hurt or thinking about it.
the company wants to talk to us tomorrow, but we should use this evening, to enjoy it, maybe our last evening.
if we hadnt been famous, no one would care.
no one would have taken pictures of us, while we were kissing.
but would there still be monsta x without having fans?
no.
it takes you a few attempts to get my attention.
i look at you, asking what the matter is.
you sit up and take my hands.
„dont think about it now, honey. it makes me sad to know this could be our last hours, but it makes me more sad when you are hurt. everything is going to be fine. we still have another, no matter what happens. i will still love you, no matter what they will say. please stop thinking about it, okay?"
you look into my eyes while saying it.
„i will stop thinking about it."
you give me a small smile before giving me a small kiss.
„i love you so much honey, never forget this."
the words you say make me smile.
you are right, no matter what they say, we would still have each other. the members would also help us.
i smile at you, thanking you for always being by my side and cheering me up.
i let go of your hands, sit up and place your hands at your cheek.
i will forever love you, no one can stop me from doing it.
i pull you into a kiss, leading into one of our most beautiful nights together, which make me forget tomorrow for a few hour.

🪐🪐🪐🪐🪐🪐

soo uh, had been one and a half week since i posted but i couldnt really get an idea of what to write but here it is.
btw, idk how it is of same sex pairs in kpop industry so here they arent allowed to date sooo
the only os missing is who do u love will.i.am remix
also, WONHO IS COMING BACK 🥺💗 its not with monsta x but i still love and support him, whatever he does, i hope he will be fine in the future
and guys- did you listen to kihyuns cover of believer. i love it so much wtf
anyways, hope you had a nice day or have a nice day, whatever the time is at your country
thank you for reading