all about luv || monsta x

got my number || showki

„when you realize,
it ain't him that's on your mind
baby, you got my number."

s h o w n u

youre in a happy relationship with changkyun.
theres nothing wrong with that, even tho i like you.
as long as he doesnt hurt you and youre happy im fine with it.
but you dont seem happy the last few days.
you told me that hes away often, mostly in the evening, with that one guy. that guy is also in your apartment often, when youre at work.
it seems clear for me, seems like hes cheating on you but we dont have proof.
and now you started spending time with me more and more. do you want to make him jealous? i dont know your reason but i like it tho, i like it when youre around me.
just lying on my couch or bed together makes me happy, because i can see that youre happy and not thinking about what changkyun would do right now. changkyun doesnt complain about how much time you spent with me instead of being home with him. more time for him and his possible lover.
youre also more clingy then before but i dont complain. its cute when you ask me to cuddle with you, being a bit shy, even tho you know i wont say no.
you should leave changkyun. hes not good for you anymore.
i know you love him but i dont want to see you hurt when he really cheats on you.
„do you know, that when i want to be near somebody like cuddling or just talking, i call you first, not changkyun? i dont know why, its just like this. you always have time to be with me, changkyun doesnt. also, i think its much better to cuddle with you." you said one evening, while we were cuddling and watching a drama.
my heart started beating faster than before but i dont know if you were able to feel it.
i was so happy to hear it and then i kissed you. you didnt push me away.
was it wrong that we spent the rest of the evening cuddling and kissing because you have changkyun? no, he surely does that to you at the same time.
the next weeks you always called me to do things with you, you would normally do with changkyun. shouldnt you break up with him already.
and then there was this one evening, you caught changkyun cheating because you forgot your wallet and phone and realized it on your way to work. you two broke up, but you werent sad. we knew this would come.
we spent the whole night in my bedroom, just like we did before. you werent sure if you had feelings for me, but were in a relationship to make things clear.
„promise me, that this will not end like you and changkyun. i really love you and i promise that i never cheat on you, like changkyun did. i cant see you hurt and i never want to be the reason for you to be hurt."

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yesung from super junior is still a snack 😔✊🏻
i swear yesung with white hair just got me lol
also, i hoped yall enjoyed reading that shat and see it as the opposite part of "who do u love || changki" but now he ended up being with shownu
also our honey is coming back to mx soon 🥺
now only wonho needs to come back
thanks for reading
stay healthy
wash your hands
im out