all about luv || monsta x

misbehave || changki

„i love it when we misbehave,
they say that we got issues,
but boy that's why i'm with you."

k i h y u n

weve been friends since you were born, we cant remember much about the first years tho.
we still see each other everyday, even after school or at the weekend. were just best friends that always hang out together.
thats what my parents think, at least.
would they be okay with it if they know that were together? that we sometimes dont sleep like they think we do?
they would be shocked and against it.
your parents are okay with it, with us.
they would help us to overcome everything.
they dont have a problem with the fact that their son is gay.
but mine would and we know it. thats why we are just best friends in front of them, thats why your parents keep it as a secret to them.
but im tired of hiding. im tired of being yoo kihyun, the best student of our class. the son you can introduce to everyone as the smartest kid of the class, with the best grades and all that shit. they say they want the best for me, but they wouldnt accept the fact that you are the best for me.

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„baby, what if your parents come home?" you ask. we know how much trouble this would bring and you dont want to see me hurt from it or to break up with me because my parents force us.
„theyre going to find out about us anyways so stop talking and kiss me, okay?"
as soon as i said that, he starts kissing me again, leading me to my bed. we lay down and as our kisses get more wild and rough, you pull off my shirt, leaving kisses and hickeys on my body.
we only concentrate on each other, not paying attention to the door that was opened, the person that was on its way to us. i didnt care about it, because you are with me. another door got opened. in a few moments we were separated from each other, my dad screaming at us. i didnt listen, i mean, why should i? what we did was not wrong, it wasnt unnatural, it wasnt disgusting and its not a phase. at that day, not only my dad screamed, i screamed too, as well as you, as my dad was about to hit me.
and now?
now were sitting on your bed, while i look at the small wound on your lip you got from my dad.
„stupid, your beautiful lips are hurt. why did you do this?"
you sighed, laid down on your back and looked at me.
„because nobody can hurt the person i love. also, how he talked about us, about you, was enough. i didnt want him to punch you. you dont deserve it, you did nothing wrong."
i just smiled at your words.
„normally people would be sad if their parents would react like this but i dont care. and do you know shy? because i have my wonderful boyfriend by my side, who protected me today and always. my dad says our relationship is wrong? is a problem? then thats one more reason to not break up with you because of this. i will always love you, no matter how many people say out relationship shouldnt exist."
you sit up and pull me on your lap. you smile and kiss me.
within a few moments i lay under you, your hands under my shirt, your lips on my neck, leaving hickeys everywhere.
„youre so strong baby. im so proud of you and i love you. now let me show you how much i love you."

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i havent uploaded for almost a week oof.
i wrote a oneshot for another oneshot book tho, but i will write some other oneshots first before i upload it.
i hope you liked this one, even if i think its kinda shitty but i still like it.
alsoooo after this oneshot there are only going to be two other ones (play it cool & who do u love will.i.am remix) but if anyone has a wish or idea i would continue writing oneshots for this, or i get some ideas
anyways, stream suhos album self portrait
thanks for reading :)

(btw, anyone interested in a multifandom oneshot book? its the one i mentioned just before and im thinking about already uploading but im not sure)