Clique Tight

You Ain't Shit.

Aubrie and KJ layed back on the hood of KJ's car outside of Aubrie's house. It was 9 at night and he needed someone to keep him company since him and his girlfriend were having problems.
Aubrie was his go to when he was mad, sad, and sexually frustrated.

Aubrie knew deep down she fit the description of a sideline, but she didn't really want to admit it. In her mind KJ's girlfriend was really the sideline because he was still confiding in Aubrie.

Aubrie and KJ have been "talking" for 6 months now. He was a sophomore while Aubrie was a freshman.  Aubrie wanted so bad for KJ to ask her to be his girl, but he never did. Aubrie told herself numerous time to leave him alone but for some reason she couldn't.

KJ had feelings for Aubrie, but she made everything way to easy for him. She didn't put him in check, she didn't acknowledge the fact he was with other girls and she always let him in whenever he came knocking.
KJ could admit he had some part in her vulnerability because he did fill her head with things. He told her he loved her, he would text her all day and call her every night. But ever since him and his girl was together, he would only talk to Aubrie on the low.

They've been on a couple small dates and they almost fucked a couple of times but Aubrie wasn't ready so it usually amounted to them giving eachother head.

She honestly wanted to lose her virginity to KJ but she knew if she did she would regret it later.
Nobody but their close friends and a few outside people knew about KJ and Aubrie. KJ never showed affection towards Aubrie around others in public. That was the main reasons why Aubrie would regret doing the things she did with him.

The simple fact that he was only with her right now because him and his girl weren't on good terms made her even more upset.

"KJ go home." Aubrie said

"Why?"  He questioned.

"Because I want you to go home."

"Why you tripping?" KJ said as he pulled Aubrie close to him.

Aubrie mentally scolded herself for being so vulnerable around KJ. She was like putty in his hands.

KJ leaned in and kissed Aubrie hungrily. She immediately kissed him back. He took control and layed her back on the windshield climbing on top of her. His hands started to roam her body searching for the button to her pants.

As much as he was making her feel good, she couldn't do it.

"KJ stop!" she yelled.

KJ pulled himself up off of her with his face twisted.

"What the fuck is wrong with you? You acting like this shit brand new or something!"

"I don't want to do this anymore. We mess around with eachother and the next day you act like you don't know me. Unless I'm your girl I can't do this."

KJ grew angry not knowing why all of a sudden she was trying to be bold.

"Well you will never be my girl." He said.

He honestly meant it. She will never be.

Those words cut Aubrie deep. She tried to hold back the tears she wanted so desperately to let fall.

"Good. You put your dick in everything anyways. I'm glad I never fucked you cause I would probably have something by now."

"Aubrie please be quiet before I really hurt your feelings."

"You ain't shit man I swear."

KJ's blood started to boil.

"I should've never fucked with you, all you do is take advantage of me and I let you. Fuck you man. I should tell your little girlfriend you over here at my house trying to get in my pants and kissing on my neck. I can't believe I gave a fuck about somebody who never gave a fuck about me."

Neither of them said anything for a moment. KJ finally spoke up.

"You right." He said getting of the hood of his car.

"About what?" Aubrie said getting up as well.

"I don't give a fuck about you."

KJ got in his car and pulled off leaving Aubrie there all in her feelings.

KJ did care about Aubrie and honestly if she was with another nigga he would be pissed.  But if she wants to tell him how he feels, then he was going to agree with her.

Aubrie stormed in the house and went up the stairs to her room. She wanted cry but she brought this upon herself.
Everyone tried to warn Aubrie about KJ, but she chose not to listen. He made her feel good and that's something nobody else was doing.

Aubrie's phone lit up and she seen it was a text from KJ.
Her spirits were lifted because she figured he wanted to apologize.  She opened the text and read it.

"Delete my number out your fucking phone."

She wanted to reply but decided against it. Insead she layed down in her bed and silently cried herself to sleep.