Clique Tight

Maybe

Kasha

I don't know what it is, but Devun has started to look finer and finer everyday. Ever since Makel has gotten shot, we've all reconnected again meaning we're around eachother alot.

Meaning I'm around Devun alot.

Meaning I want to fuck him alot.

Is it normal for me to feel like this? I mean it's not like it's an official rule book to being a lesbian right?

Although, I think liking niggas is the #1 no no.

I haven't told Devun yet that I'm feeling him. He's tried to get with me before, but at the time I was convinced I like vagina, so I turned him down. Now I'm not so sure.

Maybe it was just a phase.

Maybe God wanted to show me what I'm missing out on.

Maybe I just want some dick.

MAYBE I don't know what I want.

I was sitting in the lobby of First Step Rehabilitation Center with Tylar, Aubrie, Kamron,  KJ and sexy ass Devun. Today we were going to find out if Makel would be able to play basketball this season. Regardless of the outcome, we were all still going to Makel's house to hang out afterwards.

We've been here since 4 and it is now 5:30. I know it don't take that damn long to "run some test".

After about 15 minutes Makel came out with a stack of papers, and a green elastic band.

Makel just stood there looking at us with a blank face

"Well?" KJ asked the question we all wanted to know.

Makel's face lit up.

"I'M BACK BABY!" He yelled like no tomorrow earning a few stares.

We all cheered.

Tylar stood up and hugged him

"Congratulations baby" she said smiling.

"Thank you so much for being there for me." He said, kissing her on her forehead afterwards.

Who has time for this mushy shit. Damn I'm salty as hell.

"Okay we can go now!" I said obnoxiously.

Finally everyone got up and walked towards the door. Thank you Jesus!

We were at KJ and Makel's house eating, listening to music and playing cards.

Taylin came through and brought a few of his friends.

I was sitting, talking to Devun about basketball when the doorbell rung.

"Who's that?" I asked KJ.

"Ion know." KJ said just as confused as me.

"It's for me." Devun said getting up going towards the door.

"Aw D done invited one of his females!" Makel said smiling.

"It better not be no female" I thought to myself.

Sure enough Devun came back with some Spanish looking girl all up on him.

"Everybody this is Lori, Lori this is everybody. "

"Hey Lori" everybody greeted but me.

I just sat back and rolled my eyes.

"Kasha, you not gone say nothing to my friend?" Devun asked

I scoffed and stood up from the couch and walked towards the kitchen.

I seen Devun give Tylar a look as to say "Wassup with her?" Tylar just shrugged her shoulders and looked at me. I rolled my eyes and grabbed a Sprite from the fridge. When I came back I seen Devun whispering all in the bitch Lori ear.

She was giggling all cute and loud. That bitch know it ain't that damn funny.

I don't know why I was so mad, but my blood was boiling. I walked to back door that led to the backyard. I opened the door and slammed it shut as hard as I could.

I was greeted with a harsh, cold wind.

I sat on the plastic chair and looked around the dark backyard.

I could faintly hear Makel yelling about how I better not slam his Momma door or some bullshit.

I was outside for about 10 minutes when Devun came out.

"What?" I said in an annoyed tone.

"Yo wassup with you? You and Lori got beef or something cause you been acting real funny ever since I brought her here."

"It's nothing." I said dryly.

Devun sat next to me, slinging his arm across my shoulder. He leaned in and whispered in my ear.

"Kasha, you know I like you right?" He said in a smooth, husky voice.

I swear it was like Niagara Falls in my jeans when he did that.

I smiled and leaned in while whispering in his ear

"Devun, you know I'm a lesbian right?"

Devun smaked his teeth and stood up.

"Man hit me up when you stop playing games." He said with a look of annoyance on his face.

Devun walked back in the house and closed the door.

Maybe if he wouldn't have brought that thotpocket Lori shit would've been different.

*2 weeks later*
Lauryn

I could've sworn Makel and Tylar patched things back up. That's why I was confused as hell when I seen him all hugged up on some cheerleader before his game.

"Maybe they broke up" I thought to myself.

The thought of them broken up kind of gave me satisfaction.  Just kind of. Only because I don't like other women around Kaidynn.

I know me and Tylar have recently patched things up ourselves, but I'm still Kaidynn's mother and when Makel has other women besides me around her, it makes me feel some type of way.

My daughter is at a very vulnerable age and I'll be damned if she calling some other hoe "Mommy". Oh hell no.

I didn't know whether or not I should tell Tylar what I saw. I don't owe her anything but at the same time I do.

Even if I do tell her she might just think I'm trying to fuck up her relationship. Which I'm not.

Maybe I should just stay out of this.

Yeah, that's what I'm going to do, stay out of it.

Maybe it isn't what it looks like, and maybe it's exactly what it looks like.

Regardless, I'm pretty sure this isn't the only girl Makel is talking too and it's only a matter of time before Tylar finds out. Until then I'll just keep my mouth shut.  The only drama I need in my life is trying to put Kaidynn to sleep at night.

Another quick update. Trying to shake things up.... hmmmm? Lori in MM. I just picked a random girl, she ain't that important lol.