ғᴀᴋᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ

Chapter 13

For Tzuyu, there was no comfort or peace in anything or anyone.

She wondered why she has to question if it was just a dream or it really happened.

She thought she will find comfort and peace with Jungkook. But just like everyone else, he felt like just some other person telling her not to cry.

Instead of being the person who will hug her and tell her to cry, he just stared at her and told her not to cry and that it's okay.

She held her emotions back so well, she held her cries back so well, only for someone to tell her to just cry it out. But here, everyone was telling her to stop crying, even Jungkook.

She just wanted someone telling her to cry, lending their shoulder to her. She wanted that person to be Jungkook.

She thought hugging Jungkook will make everything fine.

The peace she felt with Jungkook has ripped away from his whole existence, and she couldn't even smell it's scent when he was around.

Months passed, and everything went back to normal, but Tzuyu didn't. She pretended every day, and everyone fell for her act which, wasn't even close to perfect, but they didn't notice.

Jungkook too.

She gave many hints to him since she wanted him to know her heart. She wanted him to be there, but just like everyone else, she stopped feeling his presence permanently.

A year later came the news of Jungkook's grandfather falling seriously ill.

Jungkook called Tzuyu, but she wasn't there for him. She was sleeping. When she woke up, she called him.

It was the first thing she did after waking up, but it was already too late because when Jungkook needed her she wasn't there.

Just like how she needed him but he wasn't there.

They fit perfectly. They were super good at hurting each other. Loving each other. Hating each other.

As time passed, never once did they realized that their happiness does not lie within their significant other anymore.

They were just there with a label of a relationship on them, and once that label comes off, if feelings were still there or not, no one knew.

And now, Tzuyu was sick of getting hurt and expecting things.

Never once did she considered his feelings and his life because she only saw her pain.

Jungkook was sick of Tzuyu's cold behavior.

Never once did he realize Tzuyu was so deep in depression that she was tired all day long even when she slept for more than twelve hours.

Tzuyu was hurt because of Jungkook's lack of attention.

Jungkook was hurt because of Tzuyu, always acting as if her pain was the worst when her life was perfect.

And when Jungkook's feelings left his mouth, that was exactly where everything went wrong.