Jacket ~ oikawa x reader ~

Heartbreak..

" Look I think your an amazing person and you've done nothing but be good to me.  I hate to say it but I just don't think this is gonna work out" His back was to me and his head was low. " T-Tanaka what are you saying..." I was shaking and tears burned, making my vision blurry. " Y/n I think we should break up." I knew it was coming but hearing him say it broke me down. I dropped to my knees and stared at my hands clutching the gravel of the parking lot.  I sat with rugged breath being the only noise for a second until I looked back up at him. He was facing me now and his usual bored expression remained as if what we had meant nothing to him. " I'll catch a ride with my mom so don't wait for me. Ill collect my stuff from my locker on Monday." His eyes widened and his expression got angry. " You're just going to quit like that?! You're just gonna leave everything and everyone behind?!" I turned my head back down to the ground as he continued to yell. The tears never stopped even after I heard him walk away. 

I ran my hand through my hair and sat in front of Seijoh, We had just played a practice match with there team and now I was stuck here until my mom could pick me up, which wouldnt be for another hour or so. It was getting colder by the minute and I left my jacket in the Karasuno lockers.

 I wrapped my arms around myself to keep warm when I heard a few footsteps. I assumed it was the Seijoh volleyball team seeing as it was about time they would be going home. I contemplated hiding for a brief second before deciding to stand up and brush past them. Despite keeping a brisk pace and head down, a muscular arm blocked my path forcing me to stop. "A pretty lady like you shouldn't be alone at this hour, did your team leave you? " A hand rested on my shoulder as I spun to look up at the Seijoh captain Oikawa Tooru. " oh Oikawa im sorry i was just leaving.." I glanced around as he waved his teammates off.

 " Where is your team? It really isn't safe to be walking alone at a time like this." He looked sharply into my eyes, concern was hidden behind curiosity. His gaze felt enrapturing, my shoes were suddenly filled with cement and my jaw was trembling slightly. "I told them to go ahead, I'm not part of that team anymore so it's not their responsibility to watch out for me anymore." My hand raised to pull his wrist away from my shoulder, breathing out sharply as I look down to the rose bushes behind him. " They kicked you off?" His concern was bubbling through with. each word, he gripped my hand softly in his as he tilted his head. I could feel his gaze examining my feature, I felt him searching for my secrets hidden in my eyes. "No, it's complicated. Thank you for the concern but my ride will be here soon." I looked back up at him again, a soft breeze rolls over us making my body betray my strong persona with a rough shiver. "Here" He shrugged off his team jacket placing it softly around my shoulders. "Don't bother giving it back, I have a million anyway." With a soft smile he pat my shoulder one last time before jogging to catch up with his team.

 The ride home was full of scolding and empathy as I told my mom what Tanaka had done. I even told her about quitting and she understood and said she had a surprise when we got home anyway. My mind was so occupied I had barely any room to anticipate what kind of surprise she could have this time. My mom could be like this sometimes, always on the move, always something new with her. On one hand it was fun, but sometimes I wished she could just have a stable routine, these surprises can really be ill timed sometimes.

After around 30 minutes we finally arrived home. " So mom whats the surprise anyway..?" I looked around at all the brown boxes and bare walls. "are we.. moving..again, we have barely been here for a year..?" I looked at her as she set the keys on the now bare kitchen counter. I never liked karasuno, I never had any friends and the only team id ever been on I had just quit and I wasnt ready to see them yet, but moving now still felt horrible. " Your school year ends in two months so as soon as this year ends youll start your second year in Seijoh!" I looked at the boxes again, a mix of anger, sadness, confusion, and really every emotion swirled in my heart. " Wait... I still have to finish this year...?" Reality had set in and I knew id have to face them soon enough. But for now I had the weekend to wallow in self pity.

A/N SOOOO, im actually going back and editing this!! wow!!! crazy ik but yk what this story deserves some love and I'm trying to give it that.