Jacket ~ oikawa x reader ~

why..

" one week." I sighed and put my head in my hand. I had been crying all day now. " Only one week and then he graduates.." Iwaizumi was only half paying attention as he was trying to cook for his family. " We still have Nationals, you'll see him all of then." I lifted my head. " Iwa-chan, hes been ignoring me again.. i havent been over to his house since the fair!" I was really freaking out..what if i did something wrong.." You need to chill out. That dumbass is probably just stressed ok? Remember he was to leave you too." I stood up and started walking out. " Im going home, thanks iwa-chan." I waved and smiled sadly at him. I was a mess, my hair was ratty, my face was red and puffy, i was wearing some old sweatpants and one of  Tooru's hoodies. And yet here i was, Standing infront of his door. Knock knock knock. " Tooru!! Someones at the door please get it!" I could hear his mom yell from inside and i smiled down at the ground, she was such a sweet lady. " What do you want Iwa-chan-. " I put my hand up and waved a bit smiling. "  H-hey Tooru!" I was trying to act strong, but right now it really hurt. " What are you doing here?" I gave a confused look. " I thought we could hang out...?" I was trying my best to keep my smile on but my hands were shaking and i knew tears were going to fall soon. " Im busy." That was it. he closed the door and i fell down to my knees. My head was low and tears were falling faster and harder then ever but i was still smiling. " Who was it Tooru?" His moms voice rang through my ears. " Y/n." I could tell he was still standing by the door. " Well let her in you doofus! You guys only have a week left to really see eachother." That statement broke my heart. and i was shaking more then ever. I was having a full blown panic attack. I reached my hand out to help steady myself as i stood up and knocked once more. Still smiling, still crying. " Fine if your not going to ill let her in!" My savior. " Hey sweetheart!" She smiled closed eyed, before she caught a glimpse of the wreck i had become. " H-Hi Mrs.Oikawa, c-can we talk.." My smile was finally going away and i was just trying to calm my breaths now. She put her arm around my shoulder. " Oh baby of course we can, Tooru could you please make some tea!" I put my hand on her shoulder  trying to walk normally. " Whats wrong sweet girl." I tried to smile again but she took my head in her arms wrapping in a hug. " I know it hurts to smile...you always try to hide the pain.." I sat back up ready to talk. " I-its just.. i realized.. my parents are never going to see me graduate.. they'll never see Tooru and his amazing serves. They never even got to watch one of our games.." I looked her in the eyes. " Its been so long since ive talked to someone like this. I hate him seeing me all worked up...and since the fair he hasnt answered any of my texts or calls." She seemed very surprised. " Sweetheart that was almost a month ago!" I smiled sadly. " I know.." I heard the kettle rattle meaning he would bring tea out any second now. I quickly wiped my face over and over again to stop the tears but they were relentless. i heard his footsteps and i gave up just leaving my head in my hands. I felt the couch lift a bit signalling she stood up. " Tooru get your ass in your room we need to talk." She was beyond angry and i could tell. " Yes ma'am " His voice was unphased almost joking. He set the tea on the table and i looked up at him. We locked eyes for a second but his face never changed. I quickly looked back down as more tears fell faster. " Who the hell have you been on the phone with, ignoring Y/n's calls." I knew she was trying to be quiet but i heard it loud and clear. " Just a friend from school, chill." 

"I friend who calls you baby?"

I rushed out of the house slamming the door and running as fast as i could. I didnt know where i was running to until i got there. I opened the gym doors and pulled off the hoodie, I ran and grabbed the balls and just started hitting. I hit them harder then i ever had. I still had tears falling down and my hands were red from hitting. After hitting all the balls i went over to one of the walls. I needed to get all this anger out. I punched and kept punching until my knuckles and the wall were bloody. My hands were throbbing but i ignored it. I gathered the balls and started serving again. Around the third or fourth ball i heard someone receive the ball and i shot my head to whoever it was. " Y/N Your knuckles jesus christ!" Oikawa came running over but once he got closed enough i backed up. " Dont touch me!" I pushed him back. " Y/n listen to me its a misunderstanding!" He had been crying, i could hear it in his voice but i refused to look at him. " Why.. WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOU! YOU HAVENT ANSWERED MY CALLS IN OVER A MONTH AND I COME OVER TO HANG OUT ONLY TO FIND OUT YOUR CHEATING?!" I was hurt more then i could ever imagine and the pain in my knuckles made everything worse. " No! I wasnt cheating your not getting the full story!" He kept trying to get closer. I wanted him, i wanted his hugs and i wanted to fall asleep next to him again but i couldnt even look at him right now. " Why havent you answered anything.." I finally looked up at him. His face was tear stained and hurt but once he saw my eyes something in him snapped and he actually let the tears fall faster. " I-i was saving it for a better date but i actually was on the phone with Kiyoko trying to get something." He smiled. " Yeah your hands in her pants maybe." I clentched my fists as i heard another person run into the gym. No more like three or four people. I looked over to see Sugawara, Daichi and Kiyoko. I ran as fast as i could into Suga's arms as he hugged me hard yet delicate at the same time like he was scared he was going to crush me. " Y/n you have to listen to him.." Suga whispered in my ear. " Y/n please talk to him." Suga rubbed my back comfortingly and i sighed into his chest. " Is he crying...?" I whispered to Suga, i didnt want him to cry, i never wanted to see him hurt. " Yeah.." I finally let go of Suga and turned around and sure enough he was practically as bad as i was. " Im sorry.." I mumbled to myself and ran  up to him. I forced myself into his arms and i grabbed his shirt keeping him as close as possible. He wrapped his arms around me and held me. " Im so sorry y/n, it wasnt supposed to be like this...and i really didnt want  you to find out like this but.." He pulled out a letter and handed it to me. I opened the letter, it was from the school. " Dear L/N Y/N, We are here to congratulate you, You are given the opportunity to graduate with a full scholarship and move up to ( some volleyball collage idk ). We were very impressed by your skills and you academic scores. If you agree to move up please turn your letter in by the 28th." My eyes were wide and i looked up at  Tooru who was smiling. " oh my god..." I smiled so wide. " I dont have to leave without you baby." He hugged me and I leaned up and kissed him. " This is amazing!" He picked my up by my waist and sping me around as i laughed.  I heard clapping and looked back at Suga and Daichi and bitch face Kiyoko.  I then felt a shirt being put on me. I had completely forgotten i took mine off! wait that means Kiyoko has a perfect view of Tooru's chest. " WAH" I hugged him so that i covered him up and gave her a nasty side eye. " Lets go home baby."