Jacket ~ oikawa x reader ~

Monday..

Walking into the halls of Karasuno on Monday had felt years away. But here it was, my hands fiddled with the edge of my uniform skirt. Nerves ate up every bone in my body, my knees felt weak and I was dizzy, but all I had to do was make it through the day. I could do this. With a sharp breath I picked my head up and walked namely into the building.

 I reached my shoe locker and begun switching shoes when I felt my bag being thrown to the floor, turning sharply to see the culprit I was met with familiar white hair. "Suga, what was that for??" It was out of character for him to do something to inherently rude. " You quit? " Another voice chimes in from the other side. " I did, it was for the better." Daichi sat quickly beside me, I started gathering my spilled things on the ground. "A girl on an all boys team looks bad anyway, it was never going to work." I mumbled before picking my bag up and closing the shoe  locker, turning and briskly walking away from the pair. 

During lunch I found a quiet place in the garden to eat, why hadn't I explored this place before? The rose bushes grew high like arches, different types of foliage littered the outside with pops of colorful flowers in each of them. In the middle sat a rather large fountain, the statue that was carved into the neat marble was of a man,  in his hands lay a small crow spouting water. The mans head was laid on his shoulder, he sat crouched admiring the small bird, he was carved to convey such a sense of wonder and admiration. The birds chirping was a stark contrast to the loud cafeteria I had ate in up till now, the chilly breeze reminded me of a certain jacket tucked deep into my bag. 

Pulling the jacket out I laid it out neatly over my legs, tracing the 'Seijoh' logo on the front. * Why had he given me his jacket? It wasn't particularly cold that night, sure the breeze did add quite the chill but I would've been perfectly fine. Maybe pity, but if that's what he wants to show then he can shove it back where the sun don't shine. I don't need pity, I never needed pity I will be perfectly fine and it's honestly rude to assume any other way.* Another cold rush of air snaps me out of my thoughts as I shrug the jacket over my shoulders, pulling my knees in as I rush to finish my bento. 

The end of the day is what I had been dreading most. Despite getting to the gym very early, I still ran into the locker room to gather my things as quickly as possible. My luck always tricks me though and I still end of running into Sugawara and Daichi as they began setting up for practice. "Hey, I was wondering when we would see you." Suga yelled across the gym with a polite wave. I nodded back and begun walking to the doors, I was almost free when the door swung open to reveal coach standing expectantly. "You quit." He said it more as a statement than a question, and for the first time it felt real. His eyes bore into mine with no type of searching, he was sure in my decision and honestly it scared me a little bit, the way he towered over me felt suffocating. I felt my chest tighten as my breathing increased, my head felt light like I was going to float away at any minute. "I did." "You did, or you do?" His quick response made my mind race, *I mean what was he even talking about isn't that the same thing, what could possibly be the difference between did and do?* "w-what.." I felt my presence shrinking in the gym, the large walls and bright lights made everything feel bigger. "Have you thought this through? Like did you quit or are you quitting, tell me now to my face." His rough words sent angry spirals through my heart, he has no idea what I've been through and he thinks he has the right to interrogate me over my decision? "I quit, right now. Is that what you want to hear?" I sneaked a glare at him before pushing through and out the door, with not one look back I headed home.

A/N mwahehehehehe love me some character depth, or well anti-depth ig