Jacket ~ oikawa x reader ~

late night..

I held his hand gently as I guided him through the front door, setting my stuff down and turning the lights on to dimly light the empty house. "my moms out for a while, so I basically live alone right now." I turned around to find him scanning the house, filtering through every aspect of my life. "uhm, would you like something to eat? or uhm drink or anything?" Suddenly I was nervous, its not like I was doing something forbidden but still I felt like I was breaking every rule. "I'll order us a pizza or something, don't worry about it." He made his way to the living room as if he had been here his whole life, I walked over and slid my hand down his arm to clasp his hand, gently checking out the knuckles he used to smash Tanaka's nose in. "It doesn't hurt don't worry." He stepped closer and watched my eyes as I gently brushed a thumb over the redness, they weren't cut or anything but definitely red and swollen. A silence fell over us that wasn't necessarily uncomfortable, but it wasn't tensionless by any means. "what kind of pizza do you like?" He took his hand from my grasp and reached for his phone.

As we ate we had put on some random movie to fill the silence. The night air was cool as it rushed through the open windows, the house was old so the windows tended to open when strong gusts of wind hit them. I cleaned up the pizza mess and sat back down to finish the movie, grabbing a large blanket on the way, but when I got back to the couch Oikawa looked. ready to fall over asleep right there. I smiled and reached my hand out for him to take again, I didn't realize how tired I was until we stepped into my room. The moon shown through the window as another rough breeze came through, with a shiver Oikawa pulled me close, almost knocking us over. His muscular arms were lined with goosebumps as he pushed his head into my neck, exhaustion heavy in his every movement. My heart beat like before, pounding so loudly I could hardly think and in this silence im sure he heard it too. 

I pulled the sheets over us as we lay in my bed, I didn't know why I had brought him up here but it felt right after everything today. He pulled me closer as my head rested on his chest, he was quick to fall asleep but again I laid restless. Was this weird, to have a man a barley really know in my bed felt forbidden. He was my captain nonetheless, would this be bad for the team? I clearly dont have a very good track record when it. comes to getting close to teammates...

 The night crept on as I tossed and turned trying to sleep, at one point I got up to grab a glass of water. When I had come back Oikawa was propped up on one arm rubbing his eyes with the other. "ah sorry, I tried not to wake you up.." I whispered sitting back on the edge of the bed, my back to him. He grumbled something and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me back down, I laid comfortably facing him. He stroked soft circles into my back with his thumbs as he looked into my eyes, searching for something again. " What's wrong?" He finally whispered out after a few seconds. " I don't know, I just can't sleep." I brushed his question off and buried my head into his chest avoiding his eyes, I feared he would find the answer sooner than I was ready to expose it. "no, that's not what I mean." He grabbed my chin, again forcing me to look at him "what's wrong?" I smiled at his concern, it truly felt nice to have someone ask but deep inside I wasn't ready to talk about it, I knew what was wrong it was the same thing that was always wrong, but to say it out loud makes it real. "don't worry about me, get some sleep." I kissed his cheek softly before burying my head into his chest once more, I felt him nod and pull me closer as he slowly fell back asleep. I closed my eyes as sleep dawned on me as well.

A/N changed this one entirely, hated it sm, but anyway I feel like I've kinda written iwa out of this story and I feel bad but oh well