Jacket ~ oikawa x reader ~

distant..

It had been a few weeks after that night and we were about to have another practice match, i wasn't sure which team though. I wasnt thinking about volleyball for once though. Ever since that night Oikawa had been more distant. He stopped walking home with me and it almost seemed like he wanted nothing to do with me. He stopped eating lunch with me so i sat alone on the roof instead. I sighed pulling out my under packed lunch box. After mom and dad died i was slowly going down in health. I wasnt eating as much and i stayed up late, my grades were also going down and many of my teachers noticed. Including my coach. I stared at the granola bar and juice box for a minute deciding i didnt need it. I was packing up my lunch again when i heard a few foot steps. I turned around to face Oikawa and Iwaizumi. " Oh sorry i was just leaving.." I put my head down and walked past them, once i reached the doors to the stairs they started talking. " Dude whats up with you two, only i few weeks ago i couldve sworn you were going to marry the girl. Now your not even talking to her?" I heard Iwaizumi say and even though i knew i shouldnt, i stayed where i was listing to there conversation, i wanted to know what was up with us too. " Im just scared i guess.." Oikawa breathed out. he sounded tired like he hadnt slept much. " I just, i dont want to get her hopes up but after ( random girl ) I dont think im ready to date or be serious with someone." So it wasnt me... i wasnt why girls stopped coming to his house... If it werent for that girl would he still be having girls over? Wow i really did turn into just a one night thing huh. I sighed and finally opened the doors, it was loud and caught the attention of the boys. They looked over to see the short girl walking out, her head was down but you could just tell that she had tears in her eyes.

" Hey coach, you wanted to talk?" I walked over to him, i was tired and knew bad news was coming. " Your no longer on our starting line up, you need to get your grades back up. Honestly im disappointed in you." I sighed and wiped the tears that just wouldnt stop. " Right, im sorry coach.." I went and sat down on the bench as the practice match started up. The tears didnt stop and i never even got to play that game. After everyone had left coach pulled me aside again. " Y/n is there something at home going on?" He was concerned. "Heh yeah i guess you could say that, my uh my parents passed away a few weeks ago and the person i was practically in love with stopped talking to me entirely.." I cried harder pulling my arm over my eyes so i didnt have to see anything. I didnt need to see, i knew he was there. I could feel his eyes on my back. i threw my head up still covering my eyes and i just sobbed. It had been so long since i actually got to tell someone what was going on inside my head. " i-im sorry coach, ill do better in school s-so i can play again." he patted my head " i know child, i know" I wiped my eyes once more and smiled at him " Thank you.. for letting me talk.. and uhm if its possible do you think you could tell Oikawa something for me?" His eyes shifted to the figure i knew was behind me " Of course. " i sighed and looked at my feet again. " Could you tell him that.. i just.. i need him.. more then ever right now..and if he could stop by my house sometime.. that would be great..?" I dont know why i decided i needed him to know all this but i felt a sense of comfort knowing that i finally got it off my chest. My tear slowly stopped, i said my goodbyes to the coach and i was already half way home before i realized something that might help me more. I stopped and pulled the old teal and white jacket from my bag. I smiled and shrugged it onto my shoulders and kept walking home. It was already dinner time and i knew Oikawa heard what i said but i had very little hope that hed actually come see me. But everytime i heard footsteps by my house my heart picked up just a little bit. I wasnt hungry after all that crying so i just say on my couch in my living room watching a random show when i heard a knock at my door. My heart was beating so fast now and i was smiling so much as i ran to the door. I opened it fast but cautiously as i stared up at the male. " Iwaizumi?"  He scratched his neck awkwardly. " what brings you here..?" I let him inside. " you were probably waiting for shittykawa right?" " ahh no actually i never expected him to come.." I sighed sadly but still smiled. " Y/n you dont have to fake a smile anymore.. i know your hurting." And there i go again, i cried into his shoulder as he held me as if nothing else mattered. " i-im sorry.. its just Oikawa's been so distant since i stayed the night at his house... i thought things were going great between us.." i continued to sob. " he's worried about you, he had a pretty bad experience with this one girl recently and hes just scared to get hurt again, also hell never admit it but hes scared on Tanaka and what he could do..." I looked at him " yeah he said there was something Tanaka said that was bothering him but he wont tell me what it is." He looked at me in my eyes. " He said something along the lines of ' ill kill her' or something like that. " I was fuming. " Iwaizumi tell Oikawa to meet me here around 3 tomorrow. I have to talk to some people." I started out the door with my phone and purse. " Hey wait where are you going?!" He ran after me. " ive just got to talk with some people"

CLIFF HANGERRR not rlly tho