Is this real?

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He was the most beautiful person I've ever seen. He was a little taller than me, had fair pale skin like an angel's, had lil almond eyes that sparkled. He had the pinkest lips with sharp edges and he looked extremely hot in that red jersey he wore and his physique was breathtaking. Everything about him was breathtaking. I dropped the books I was carrying and just stood there looking at this wonder. He noticed me and gave the hottest little smirk. Wtf. He saw me! He noticed me! He smiled! My heart was pounding out of my chest and so was Taehyung's because Jungkook was approaching us. In full speed. Damn! We tried to run.

"Wait up you punks!" Jungkook yelled at us. We stood right there, shaking. "You, come here. You're that snack aren't you? What's your name?". "I'm Kim Taehyung" Tae replied trying not to cry. "Wow. You really were TAE-sty " Jungkook said while touching Tae's face. This time I had to react. So I kicked him. I know it was stupid. I kicked the strongest person I've ever seen in my life. "Who the fuck do you think you are! Can't you stop bothering him!?" I have no idea how these words came out of me. I'm a scaredy cock myself but I would have been a bad friend if I didn't stand up for him.

"I'm Jeon Jungkook and you're gonna see me around here all the time. And you fucking brat,who are you?" Jungkook said while pulling my shirt and dragging me closer. "Why the fuck should I tell you?, you're just a pathetic bully " oh FUCK I'm screwed. " How dare you" he raised his hand to hit me. I closed my eyes in fear but I didn't feel the pain. Just silence. I saw the red jersey with his name, Yoongi. He defended me. I can't believe what I was seeing. My gay senses were tempting me to kiss him. But.
"Jungkook, you need to chill. You're already in detention. Don't get yourself in trouble" Yoongi said releasing Jungkook's hand. "But hyung...he" Jungkook started before Yoongi dragged him away. Jungkook called Yoongi "hyung"...that means Yoongi is older than him and a person he feared. I immediately rushed to Tae, checking if he was alright. "I'm fine I'm fine. I'm just in shock because no one has ever behaved like that to me. I don't know if it was mean or I enjoy it" he said. "Wtf Tae he kissed you! without your permission! What are you saying! It's harassment!" I yelled. Tae completely ignored me and told me not to worry. I told you, he is weird. It was already time for our class and so we rushed towards our classroom, trembling to find our way and finally entered into the English class.

 liked English. Oh yes, I'm boring. I like to think of myself in the story and relive those words, it helped me cope up with the real world. After English, I had two more classes of Psychology and Humanities and Tae had Chemistry. We went into the huge cafeteria, picked up some soggy cheese, some bread, 2 chocolate drinks and waffles. But the cafeteria was too cramped up and we barely found two seats near the handwash area. We sat there and talked about our day and suddenly the room turned silent and I could only hear gasps and whispers from everyone. Everyone's eyes were fixed on the girl that just entered. No wonder, she was gorgeous. Damn, she was tall with was silky smooth skin, beautifully shaped eyes and pink lips.

She looked like a goddess.
" Siera is here!!" Someone yelled. Shit. It was as Jungkook. She walked straight towards Yoongi who was sitting with Jungkook and his friends and she kissed him. She kissed him on the lips and he kissed her back with a smile. "I missed you, Si," he said holding her waist. She smiled and sat next to him. I don't know why but it broke my heart. It shattered me into a million pieces. I couldn't help myself, I just looked at Yoongi, in shock, wishing that she was me. I knew I shouldn't stare, but I did until Tae waked me from this trance.

"What are you looking at Jimin?" He asked hastily. " She looks gorgeous, doesn't she? " I asked and he agreed. We completed everything on our plate and I had my next class in 15 mins. "Tae I'm going to the terrace to get some air, you can leave without me," I said rushing outside and didn't hear a word he said.

I wanted to shout and yell. I didn't know what's happening to me. I didn't know if I was already in love. I know that I'm gay but I've never felt THIS attracted to a man ever before. But he is straight and has a girlfriend and I can do nothing about it. I felt betrayed and depressed because of no reason. It was completely my fault. What was I expecting! Why would Yoongi ever like me! I'm not hot or pretty, I'm a shy nerd who's bullied. A pathetic loser who cuts himself. Why would he ever choose me over her? Shit. Tears were running down my cheeks without my knowledge. Urgh. What's wrong with me. I wiped them off and tried to calm myself.

I picked the bag that I threw and took off to my next class at full speed. And I fell. I hit something and I fell and I was bleeding. "Where are you rushing like that! Can't you see! Fuck! Are you alright?" I heard him say. His voice was deep and calming, I lifted my head to answer, but it was him. It was Yoongi. I just sat on the floor, breathless. His eyes were filled with concern but he also looked scary in some way. He held my hand and immediately pulled me up from the ground. "Are you alright? You're bleeding" he said. But I couldn't think of anything else. I couldn't contemplate what's going on.

Is this real?

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