What is wrong with me!

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Yoongi Pov

Shit! I smiled at him! I smiled at the new kid, didn't I?? He was just too cute and looked like a lost kid in the circus and he dropped all his books in shock. It was adorable. He had a round face and chubby cheeks with the fluffiest pretty little lips and tiny hands, he looked like the softest little mochi and his thick hair was covering his face that had an angel's smile. It's weird, I've never admired a man. Shit. That poor boy would have been beaten up by Jungkook if I didn't defend him. Jungkookie has been very grumpy ever since his girlfriend left him. And I wouldn't blame her.

After the practice, I had to attend some boring history lessons, I mean who the fuck cares about the past, shit man I don't even have time for the present. After 3 long hours, it was time for lunch. I grabbed my books and Jin was waiting for me outside to join him. "Yoongi-ah why did you defend that kid today? He was literally asking for trouble" he said looking at me as if I were stupid. "That kid would be in the nurse's office and JK would be in detention for the rest of his life," I said frowning. He nodded and we walked towards the cafeteria and sat at our usual spot.

"Yoongi hyung, that grumpy old Mr.Clint made me stand outside, again. He says that I'm not well-behaved. I mean I only called him old and said that he is a sadist. People are overreacting to all shit nowadays" JK said irritated. Kookie is really not that much of an asshole, trust me. He was brought up by his mother and had to take care of his younger sister who he loves so much and is the only "man in the family" ever since his dad died because of a tragic accident last year, he's been bullying people and shittalking to feel better. I know that it's wrong and I'm trying to change him, one step at a time. After all, I'm the only one he really looks up to.

"You've been acting more like a jerk ever since your girlfriend left you," I said, hitting his head. "Ah, don't talk about that bitch she says that I'm too controlling and ignorant, it wasn't my fault that I forgot our stupid 6 month anniversary, I was busy " JK replied with a pouty face. " Yeah, you were busy playing watch dogs instead of watching over your girlfriend, you made her wait up for 6 hours, it's no wonder that she left," Jin said mockingly. " Speaking of girlfriends, look Yoongi, Siera is here!!" JK yelled on top of his lungs.

It was our most favourite person. His noona and my gorgeous girlfriend. As usual, she looked like an angel with those pretty curls, sweet eyes and pink lips. Everyone was in awe when she walked straight up to me and kissed me on the lips. This was our first kiss after the huge argument we had last month. Wow, I missed this feeling, I missed her lips, I missed her touch, I just missed her. I just held her the whole time and suddenly someone else caught my attention, it was that kid from the basketball court, the mochi. He kept on shooting quick glances at me when he stuffed his face with food. Wow, he was really a baby.

Everyone left for their classes and weirdly I looked for the boy. I don't know why I had this interest in him. I saw him rush out and followed him 5 mins after he went up to the terrace. He was crying. He was on his knees, crying but I didn't know how to comfort him. It really bothered me. I didn't want him to think that I like him so I just stood there, watching him weep. Soon enough, he wiped off his tears and rushed out. I wanted him to see me, I wanted him to talk to me or at least thank me, I just wanted an opportunity to talk. But the boy just grabbed his stuff and ran with his head low.

I wanted him to notice me but he was too busy ignoring others and just ran towards me. He hit his head on my chest and fell flat into the ground. Shit! Wtf have I done!! I was in shock. I didn't know how to react. " Where are you rushing like that! Can't you see!" I yelled at him pretending as if it was his fault. Shit. He was bleeding. And it was my fault. "FUCK! Are you alright" I asked him again but he was just down, crying. He looked up to answer and just stared at me, shivering. Oh shit, I fucked up. He hates me. I fucked up. "Are you alright, you're bleeding!" I asked again, calmer. Omg he looked like a doll, the cutest little thing I've ever seen, I loved looking at his beautiful face but I also couldn't see him cry. I didn't know what was going on! I'm not gay! I have a fucking gorgeous girlfriend! Why would I like him? He's just a pathetic little kid who looks for trouble and finds it.

What is wrong with me!

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